Today was my first time trying to commit. I lay on the floor with my stomach in a knot. My body wants to throw up but I just want to make it all stop.
My life is my kryptonite. I've never felt as bad as I do tonight.
This is the day. This is the day I pay the largest price.
The bathroom has never felt this hot, will this really work?
Is this life going to end, after all the years it started to bend.
Twist twist twist
I roll my fist
I lay there and cry
I never wanted to pull the tie.
Here I lay
My last day
Will they ever forgive me?
They just wanted me to live
Pull the trigger
I wake up, feeling dizzy and out of place. My life is here without a trace. I thought I did it. I thought I fell into the pit. Here I am, my heart beating fast. I just wanted to be the past.
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Pull The Trigger
AcakDark, you may say, but you know that everyone has been through something like this. Scary, maybe, just depends on the way you look at it. Yes, perhaps most of these stories are those of my own.
