The One

The Feelings

Months later
"Today we had a good day I was outside in archeology class finding stuff and sorting the stuff in the dirt I got, I found nothing but nails. After a while of that I dropped something so I bent down to get it when I feel something hitting my butt,  his friends and himself were laughing when I turned around it was awkward.. In my head I was like oh naww. Then when I saw cam I started I was shocked , never thought that would happen to me in this class. I started blushing instantly I don't even know why , I guess because my secret crush just hit my butt and noticed me when I feel invisible. He's an amazing guy and he's also the reason I got to school everyday. " As I read this from my entry a lot of flashbacks came back , how he used to call me his girl when he barely knew me and saw guys talking to me. When he put his arms around me and say "Stop talking to my girl." or "This is my girl "  Those moments I had to hide the fact that I liked him because afterall I thought he did it because he saw I didn't want to talk to these guys.
It's killing me because he's a grade above and once this semester is over in a few weeks I won't see him often, he'll be on the 1st floor and I'll be upstairs. Well maybe one day I'll see him again, he'll be out of my school soon too. I know I don't want him to but he's what I've always wanted .Everyday I get less and less days of me being with him.
Today I signed up for quest. Basically a club to go against other schools, at first I was thinking of leaving but then the teacher called his name and I stayed in the club. We have competition on March 4th and that's when I'll see him. I hope he shows up there. When I'm around him I get butterflies and I turn red I wish I could see him everyday because being around him makes me so happy and I can just be me for once around him. Well goodnight diary.
-your girl