chapter 1
Nialls p.v.o
I breathed in deep breaths as i stood outside my new school i was starting 3 days, into yr 11 and i was really scared as i would have no friends, and most likely peopke wouldn't want to be friends with a gay irish boy, no one likes gays, no one likes me. A couple of girls walked past me to soon stop dead in their tracks to look back at me each one of the 4 giggled and blushed i smiled at them which only made them blush a deeper shade of red. After their little moment they carried on walking where as i just stood froze staring at the school dreading going in as it would be a living hell.
I jumped out of my skin when a hand slapped my shoulder. "sorry mate i didn't mean to scare you, you just look really lost standing there." The thick cheshire accent joked behind you i turned around to face whoever was talking to me only to find my heart flutter in my chest as i faced a brown curly haired, green eyed boy who was absualty stunnung in ever single way, no Niall your not allowed to have these thoughts you don't even know the guy yet.
"yeah i kinder am lost, i'm new here so yeah."i told him giving him one of my small charming irish smiles, whereas he gave me a million dollar smile.
"well you've got me now oh i'm Harry Styles." he told me extanding his hand out for me to shake.
"Niall Horan." i told him i placed my small pale hand in his large tanned hand and shocj it.after i pulled away he placed his arm around my shoulder.
"right lost little irish Niall, lets get u fitted in after perrie, elenour and zayn the rest of my friend group." he told me walking up the stairs. Group of friends? I never had friends in my old school in Mullingar i was a strange outsider.
"so what were your friends like at your old school irish?. Ha i like that irish its your new nickname." Harry asked giving my shoulder a squeeze i froze under his touch as i hated talking about school let alone mullingar it just brought back to many bad memories.
"I-I err did-didn't have a-any fr-friends." I stuttered.
Harry frowned and looked slightly confussed.
"why?" he asked i moved slightly under Harrys arm and took a deep breath.
"i was different from them all i was an oursidera freak." i honestly told him he frondedhis eyebrows togerther which i thought was adorable.
"why were you a freak and an outsider?" Harry asked
"i'm gay and no one liked them at my old school." i told him, i felt him tense which made me feel sad all over again, i moved away from him knowing he now hated me.
"Niall...... i-i errr". he stuttered not knowing what to sayto me
"its fine Harry you dont have to say anything to me i'm used to it". i told.him. i walk past a stunned Harry and into the school which i still dreaded i didn't need friends, never needed them so wouldn't need them now would i?
As i walked futher up the corrider people started to stare and girls started to giggle i just ignored them as i now wasn't in the mood alough i should have been looking as i walked straight into a couple of guys.
"watch where your going newbi." on boy snarled.
oh great school bullies already have it in for me.
"sorry i didn't see you." i mumbled.
one of the 2 boys pushed me up against a locker i winced at it hit my back.
"well maybe you little irish freak you should watch where your going."
the shortest one snarled behind the one holding me up.
"also watch your back as this is just the beginning." the one hilding me spat he let go of me so i fell onto the floor i heard them laughing as they walked away, great well as soon ad the word gets out i'm gay the bullying will increase and become a whole lot biggrr than it could be way to go Niall always getting on the wrong side of people, do you have a death wish? the voice inside my head asked i most likely did just didn't know it yet i guess, well i do now so it doesn't really matter much anyways it would be better if i was dead the world would be such a better place.
i sighed and followed the group of people who were going to science which was the first lesson i had.
i will do chapter 2 soon might be thursday xxx
