Niall p.o.v
At lunch time Harry dragged me over to a table with 3 other people sat down at it. They looked up from their food as both harry and i sat down. "you must be the new boy all the girls in mine and zayns class were talking about, i'm Elenour by the way." she told me while looking at the hot mysterious guy sat next to her what i guessed was zayn. "Niall Horan." was all i said as a reply. "OMG your irish...... sorry i'm Perrie Edwards, Zayns girlfriend." she exclaimed i gave her a small smile. "Zayn Malik." Zayn grumbled.
My stomach turned as it sunk in thay Zayn really didn't like me, i guess not everyone can like me. " Harry mate can i talk to you?" Zayn asked Harry, Harry noded and followed Zayn out of the canteen. "you going to eat your lunch." Ele asked i shuffled in my seat. "no i'm not hungry." i mumbled to the two of them, Perrie shrugged and took a bite of her sandwich, truth was i dont eat haven't in a year an a half not since what happened in Mullinagar. I flinched as a pair of hands landed on my shoulder. "its only me Harry." he whispered in my ear i calmed and relaxed Zayn glared at me as he sat down. "Harry?" i asked him "yeah irish?" he asked "can we go outside i um i'm clastraphobic." i told him he smiled reveling his cute dimples. "yeah sure irish." he replied, he helped me upand linked my arms with me i felt safe around Harry. "Harry can i ask you a question?" i asked he looked down at me and noddded while leading the two of us outside. "yeah ask away." i took a deep breath and sat on the steps. "dose Zayn like me?" i asked him as he sat next to me he looked at me and his smiled faded which made my heart sink a little as i lovefld his smile. "he'll get used to you Zayn's not a people person he keeps to himself smokes and darws his sorrows away." he told me i looked at a group of jocks flirting with some girls to process what Harry had just told me. "okay." i mumbled
The two boys from eariler saw me and smirked, i looked at Harry who was on his phone so he didn't see, they started to walk towards me and i tensed up i got ip quickly. "i'm just going for a walk." i mumbled leaving Harry before he could reply, they were still following me i walked faster until i got to the back of the building a few minutes later i was pushed up againsted the wall. "we meet again... Niall isn't it." he smirked i nodded my body had staarted to hurt and i knew i was going to have a panic attack soon. "me and louis here heard an intresting story about you" i shut my eyes as i was punched in the stoach the one holding me let me fall to the floor. "we don't except faggots here" "c'mon Liam lets go." the louis one told him. they both laughed as they walked off i got up a bit before throwing up absualtly nothing well like water it was happening all over again the bullying and icouldn't do anything about it i have to live with it because thats me the freak Niall Horan the gay guy who should die to make everyone happy then everything will be better i really did.hate myself........
harrys p.o.v
i looked from my phone to see louis and liam laughinf while walking out from behind the school building i looked around to see Niall but i couldn't i stood up really fast and ran towards the back of the school i should of gone with him when i got around the back i saw Niall being sick "Niall." i shouted and knelt beside him. "was it liam and louis?" i asked .he nodded i helped him sit up he relaxed to my touch and he stopped shaking and being sick. "i'm sorry irish i should of come with you." i told him. "no Harry." he told me he looked and i looked down i watched him lean into me my heart sped up in my chest. "harry!" we both jupmed apart as Zayn ran over to us he glared at Niall before looking at me. "what happened?" Zayn asked me and ignoring Naill. "Liam and Louis" i told him he pulled a fag out and lit it up. "looks like they've got it in for you new boy." he told Niall before smoking his fag, Niall tensed up looking at the fag which i found strange he had been tensing up alot latley i guess he had a rough time in Mullingar. "but he has me to help him get thoug itas i'm not leaving him." i told Zayn grabbing hold of Nialls hand he blushed and Zayn just glared i was going to help Niall though the school year ever if Zayn didn't like it he was just going to have to deal with it.
next chapter will be up friday or monday might be before x
