Lost Girl In A Lost world

chapter 8

I woke up got ready school I wore my black dress with my black boots and my long necklace that hade a black heart . I got my back pack I left out the door . I drove in my car listing to some heavy metal . I go to school I park while I was leaving my car I see Blake Coming over and waving at me I just ignored him .
Cause I really didn't want to talk to no one . So as I walk to my locker to get my books I see Blake coming over he came to me and said " are you okay you're ignoring me I thought we were friends " I just said " I don't got time to talk right now I have class " I said looking down . He said " I have class too we go to the same class you just all ways sit in the back with you're head phones all time ignoring the world " he said sassy. I said to him very upset" I wear my head phones because the world is a drama,hypocrite,stupid people that just makes me want to kill them all " I said while talking I said loudly " people like you makes me wants hate the world !" He looked at me really mad and said " well at least I have a family that's cares about me and send time with !" . I turn around and said to him straight at he's face " you can go fuck you're self "while I said that my eyes got red tying not to cry about what he said about family so I kept on walking to the girl bathroom. I closed the door and I started to cry wile I was crying I said to my self " well it's not my fault my mom left my dad because she had an affair with guy it's not my fault .. " I said crying as I was crying so much I didn't want to think about living I just wanted to die so I looked in my backpack I got my blade I always hade a blade for protection well I got it and I stared to say " I belong in this world , I'm not good enough for this world " while I started to cut my wrist there was blood on the floor I cried really hard I stared to see black and a I was dizzy when I heard Blake Shelton voice saying I'm sorry can I come in and I didn't remember anything ...