YOU DON'T KNOW ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME Part-2

After the movie we decided not to go to school. I called my mom and Ri's mom and told them that we were going to my house and then go somewhere else. 

We went to starbucks where we all sat down and had our coffees. Since i don't drink either coffee or tea, i didn't have anything. I just sat there and trying to think about something, i zoned out. When suddenly Cole started to shake me and call me "what the hell do you want cole?!" he just looked shocked at my reply " i was just asking if you want my cake, but you zoned out and didn't reply so i did that" he said. "oh" was all i said and left. Everyone went back to their talk except Aiden he stared at me which made me feel a bit weird and thought to take a walk. I told Ri and Mel i  wanted some time alone and that they should go back home with Andrew in his car giving her the keys of the house. they asked me if i was okay and all i said was yeah i just want to be alone a bit on my birthday. Ri and Mel knew i don't like to be in a social person and that i like to stay alone. They knew i was going to go to the cemetery. Don't think i'm visiting someone's gRAVE OR I'M A CREEP, i just go there and sit down, it calms me down and it's a quiet place to think over stuff. 

After i entered the cemetery there was no one and i went deep inside there and sat near a grave and started crying. I didn't know why but i just did, it was like all those feelings that i had inside me just started to flood out. "Oh my god are you okay Ariel! what happened? why are you crying and what are you doing here?" i didn't look up and was trying to figure out the familiar voice and then it hit me it was AIDEN. what if he tells everyone he saw my crying or make fun of me?  "i could ask the same to you and were you following me? " i said in an angry voice and stormed out of there without listening to what he was trying to say. 

when i stormed home (Ri's house) Ri, Mel, cole and andrew stood up and asked where i was and where we are going to celebrate my birthday. "i don't want to celebrate anymore, don't feel like it. I'm just gonna be in my room and don't try to open the door or i'll be the worst nightmare of your like" i stormed into my room and locked it behind me. I took out blade and started to cut myself on my wrist for no reason. i heard them come upstairs near my room "Ari open the door and tell me what happened" mel and ri shouted "nothing i just want to be alone" "Ari i know something happened Aiden told me " oh no he didn't  "what the fuck " all i said i didn't care i had a bloody wrist and opened the door and saw aiden in side i wet up to him and punched right into his face twice "don't try to interfere in my life it's none of your concern and please stay away from what you see" i went downstairs to get first aid, cleaned my wrist, put a bandage went up to aiden who was just about to say something and looked pissed "shut up and sit down. oh ad i'm sorry about the punch i lost control on my actions." was all i said and started to clean the mess i created on his face and put a cream "thank you" he said with a smile "ur welcome" i returned the smile "did""i""just""see""Ariel""apologising for the first time"  everyone said all together amused looking at my actions "for the first and last" and i went back to my room and locked it behind my back.

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Sorry for no updates and this short chapter. But I'll try to keep writing and not lose focus.