I don't know, maybe it's because you left too soon and I only got a slight glimpse of what happiness actually was. Maybe it's because everytime I try to get close to someone, they leave and I go through an episode of breakdown everyday until I move the fuck on. Maybe it's because I'm used to it, used to the constant goodbye's and the same old "Leave me alone." I don't know, maybe it's because I kept trying. Too hard, really. And it didn't work. Maybe it's because I'm just me. And I can't do anything right.
