"Trevor!!!? " I called down the hall to my little brother, his music was blaring louder than ever. No answer.
"Fuck" I groan, pulling myself out of bed and dragging my feet down the hall.
"Trevor?" I ask sliding the door knob open.
I mentally laugh to myself when I see him standing in front of the camera my mom bought him a few years ago, in a bright purple wig, dancing to Miley Cyrus.
"TREVOR" I *try* to shout over the loud music.
Annoyed, I walk over to his sterio. Hitting the stop button.
"Hey!" He half yells, walking over to his Nikon to, I assume, stop recording.
"Trevor I NEED my laptop so I can finish my homework"
"Take it, hurry I have editing to do".
"You can edit tomorrow, I need the laptop tonight".
"No em! I need it tonight".
"Mom and dad said I'm in charge while they're on their trip, which means. You. Give. Laptop. Over."
"Okay" he sighs, handing me the MacBook.
I really do hate being mean to him, or hurting his feelings, I love him a lot and I know he doesn't want to disappoint his fans.
"Hey, uh did Blake ask you about Vidcon yet?"
"Uh no? Isn't Vidcon like tomorrow?"
"Exactly, vidcons tomorrow and I need you to come with me"
"Trevor!" "Come on!"
The thing is, I have horrible anxiety. Which means.... Long car rides+being squished+screaming fans+hot rooms=dead Emily.
"Come on em pleeeeeaaasseee".
"You're really fucking lucky I love you so much" I groan slamming his door.
When I get back to my room, I grab the suitcase I used from my last trip to New York and throw it on the ground. It would of been nice to know that I was going down to Anaheim tomorrow; a little bit earlier.
I go through basically all my drawers, finally, I decide on packing my...
Internet Kids Never Sleep T-Shirt -from Digifest.
Hollister Shorts.
My...
Dare To Resist Drugs And Violence shirt -from Forever 21
Red Flannel -from forever 21
High Wasted Pattern Jean shorts -from Brandy Melville
my...
I <3 Food crop top -from Forever 21
Short Rolled Jean shorts -from UrbanOutfitters
And just in case we did anything N O R M A L I packed my...
Dark Blue Wave skirt -from Topshop
Plain Dark Blue Cropped Tank -from UrbanOutfitters
White Cardigan -from Brandy Melville
After sitting on my laptop for 2 hours writing an essay on Greek mythology for no absolute reason except the fact that my history teacher couldn't think of any other assignment.
I dragged my bare feet over to the bathroom and onto the cold tile After taking a long breath, I stepped on my scale
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90
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125
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121
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121
One hundred twenty one fucking pounds. I'm gross. I thought about waking my precious little brother from his slumber to keep myself from smashing that god damn scale into my head.
I held back tears as I stared at my reflection in the mirror hanging on my door.
I have plain green eyes,
And reddish brown hair that falls down past my shoulders
There's nothing special about me.
*but the fact that you're the ugliest 17 year old girl on this planet makes you special!!*
My mind adds, but I just ignore it.
My eyes met the light reflecting from my alarm clock behind me.
3:00 am.
"Shit" I muttered under my breath.
I tie my hair into a messy bun on top of my head and get in bead.
Tomorrow's going to be a long day.
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Reality {a sam pottorff/jc caylen fanfic}
Teen Fictionyesterday I couldn't sleep because I was falling in love today; I can't sleep because I'm falling to pieces emily is a normal girl, or at least she was. until she let her younger brother, trevor, bring a group of boys known as o2l into her life... m...