Reality {a sam pottorff/jc caylen fanfic}

You and sam are sleeping together

The car ride was long and boring, I spent most of the way talking to Trevor, and giving him rules about where he's allowed to go without me.

I had about 3 more panic attacks before we pulled up at the building.

"Can you film the for me?" Kian asks, handing me a small camera.

"Sure". I grin, pressing the red record button, and following kian and the rest of the boys out of the car with our things.

Connor stopped at the front desk, to get out room keys. We had to share hotel rooms, so we got into quads.

Trevor, Jenn, Sam and I.

Jc, Ricky, Kian and Andrea

Connor, Jack, Troye, and Tyler.

No one else in our groups were here except for the boys and jenn though.

After nearly dropping kians vlogging camera about 400 times while walking to our rooms, which were all right next to eachother. Kian took the gopro away from me.

My head was still spinning and I needed to get away from everyone for a bit, so after throwing my luggage onto my hotel room mattress, I hurried out of the room without saying goodbye to anyone.. Or telling them where I was going. I can't believe I actually did that in front of sam, I guess I was more worried about him telling trevor or something

I made my way out of the large hotel and onto the sidewalk, I walked for about 2 minutes until I found myself standing in an ally.

Thoughts flooded my mind.

*flashback*

Once again he stumbled though the door at 3am, sneaking into my room. The hands that once rocked me to sleep were now up my nightgown.. He was whispering dirty things in my ear and for once im glad I'm glad I was sobbing too loud to hear. "Shhh don't wake your baby brother" he'd mumble into my neck, and even then I could smell the alcohol on his breath. He wouldn't leave my room until he got what he wanted. And I would try not to cry out in pain as I heard the sound of his boots become quieter and quieter after he'd slam my door, and hop into his bed. Like nothing had ever happened.

*flashback end*

I bit my cheek. Trying not to cry, my throat was on fire and tears were threatening to spill from my eyes as I stuck my head inbetween my legs.. Breathing heavily. I knew that if I were to cry.. I'd never stop.

My back was pressed up against the cool brick wall, and I must've sat there like that for 2 hours because by the time I'd finally calmed down and looked at my phone. I had 23 missed calls from trevor. I decided to ignore them and head back...

"Oh my god you're alive!" Trevor runs to me grabbing my by the shoulders.

"I am??" I verify, confused.

"Trevor was freaking out cause he thought you died" Jenn laughs. Shoving a handful of hotel popcorn in her mouth.

"Well I'm alive".

I walk over to the bed I threw my suitcase on earlier and pull out a sweater and loose shorts as sam walks out of the bathroom in a sweater and boxers.

"Heyyy sleeping buddy" he sings, plopping down on the bed in front of me.

I'm about to protest when trevor interrupts.

'I wanted to sleep with jenn so you and sam are sleeping together" he giggles.

"Perfect" I sigh. Running into the bathroom to change.

I was in the middle of brushing my teeth when Trevor calls out from bed "HASTAG VIDCON 2014 TOMORROW"

And I don't want to think about what I've gotten myself into.

OKAY THIS CHAPTER WAS REALLY SUCKY BUT I FORGOT I PROMISED ID UPDATE SO I HAD TO WRITE THIS REALLY QUICK CAUSE ITS 5AM AND I HAVE VOLLEYBALL AT 6AM SO YEAH IM GONNA TRY AND UPDATE LATER TODAY WITH A REAL LIKE ACTUALLY GOOD CHAPTER BUT NO PROMISES.... SOON. OKAY BYE