Why.

stay alive.

BUZZZZZ. BUZZZZ.

I unconsciously hit the snooze button.

Then I shoot up in my bed.

The flood gates open.

Why did I do that? What didn't it work? What do I do now? Should I tell someone?

Panic sinks in I can't breathe. I'm shaking. Crying. I don't know what to do.

Help.

But I don't have time for this. I have school.

So I get ready and act like nothing happened.

After school I dig out my razor.

Stupid. Ugly. Fat. Pathetic. You can't do anything right. Worthless.

Stop. Please.

Stay alive.

I'm trying.

Deeper!

okay.

Friend please.

loser.

You are lovely.

Weirdo.

Holding on to you.

I'm sorry.

MAKE THEM STOP

why.