Why.

jump.

Why.

Why is it so peacefull.

Up on top of this rock.

That's a part of this cliff.

That's a part of the mountains.

I was connected.

Connected to everything.

Up on that rock.

My feet dangled below me.

The water was flowing past a hundred feet under me.

And I sat there.

Wind blew.

Trees waved.

Clouds flew.

And I sat.

Fighting my mind.

Do it.

No. I'm just enjoying nature.

You know why you really climbed up here.

That's not why, I wouldn't do that.

But it would be to easy!

But my family.

Just a few inches, you can close your eyes it won't hurt, it will be like falling asleep.

I closed my eyes.

It would be easy...

Come on! Just do it nobody wants you. Nobody wants your ugly body full of ugly scars.

A single tear ran down my face. Was I really considering this. Could I really do it.

No. Yes. No. Yes.

Blah blah it's not worth it. Life is pointless. You are worthless.

The wind will still blow.

The trees will still wave.

The clouds will still flow.

They don't need you, the world will keep spinning with out you. Your existence is just a nuisance. Do it.

Okay.

My eyes stay sealed but I don't move.

Not today.

Why am I here.

Why.