Drarry, Feltcliffe, And Wolfstar Oneshots

Remus John Lupin is... (Wolfstar)

Remus John Lupin was a very interesting boy. Well, the fact that he's a werewolf was very interesting but let's push this fact away. Remus was like a grenade. One second, he could be as calm a pond, then explosive like a grenade in the next. He was lovable too.

Remus also had a way with words. He could deliver a sentence with so much passion. I remember one time he said, 'That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt,' after a transformation. He could say things that would wow you and you think, how could a 17 year old say that? That sentence was so beautifully said. He could be poetic too. (A/N: TFIOS ref hidden)

Remus had good looks. When I say good, I mean, 'You look so beautiful. I want to fuck you.' His auburn hair was messy but put together. His chocolate eyes always stood out to me. They glinted in the moonlight whenever he fades into the darkness for the transformation. But his scars.

His scars.

He always thought that his scars tore him apart. I always thought his scars told a story. A very different story. But each one of them had a story. That big one across his arm was mine. I scratched him during a transformation on accident. I laid by his bed pleading for forgivenes.

Even his skin was beautiful. He was lightly tanned. Sometimes, his family would go on a holiday when he was younger. He kept the skin tone. But, merlin. His skin would shine in moonlight because of his sweat. He had small muscles too. He was kind of lanky though.

In short, he was beautiful.

Remus loved his books. Any kind. Fantasy, mystery, even fact books. He loved reading. One time, he pulled an all nighter just reading a book.

Remus was so modest and shy. He would keep his head down after a transformation that way no one would see his scars. His hands would be bandaged up and he would need one of us to lean on. Whenever he got the highest marks in class, he would just stare with a blush creeping up on him.

It was adorable honestly.

Remus scared him too. There was one situation where I found him in the bathroom in 6th year.

A week before, he was crying and Lily was comforting him. I remember what Lily said.

"He said he was a monster," she whispered, heart breaking. "I found him in Moaning Myrtle's bathroom. He was crying and whispering, 'No one needs me. No one. Maybe I could disappear. No one would know.' It scared me," she sobbed.

I found him in the loo, unconscious. Blood was pouring out of a huge cut that ran down his arm. His wand rolled out of his hand. He had new scars. I panicked and took him straight to the Hospital Wing, sobbing.

When he woke up, he said,

"I'm a monster. I can't control it anymore. I'm too dangerous, Sirius. It gets worse everytime. I loathe myself. I hate myself more than everything that I hate in this unfair world. The wolf is part of me. It controls me. These scars," He pointed to one of them on his face.

"That's me. I can't avoid it. I can't escape. I want to escape. I want to give up. It's all that I want, Sirius Black. It's scary. It's terrifying. I'm scared, Sirius," He sniffled.

"I'm scared," He repeated.

This truly scared me. I kept him close, Remus. I cared about hìm. More than anything.

There were happy memories too. Like Christmas. We would trade presents and jumpers. Remus loved jumpers. His smelled like coffee. One time, we surprised him by hiding a mouse in his sweater. He thought it was Peter but it was a real rat.

We heard his scream from the common room.

Remus had an effect on me. Whenever we hug, I always seem to melt in my shoes and explode. The way he brushes his hair to the side and laughs. He would scratch his scars when he was nervous. He sometimes bit his sleeve when he concetrated. He squint whenever he was reading like he couldn't see. His posh lips would curl into a sweet smile whenever I looked at him.

It was always the little things about Remus that I savored.

I always knew that he didn't like me as something more. But I was wrong.

It was 7th year. I took a nap in the common room after trying to study for potions. I woke up with warmth all around me. I felt strong, thin arms wrapped around my waist. Puffs of air tickled my neck. I turned my head to find to find Remus hugging me. I smiled and closed my eyes again. We woke up at the same time and he almost ran away in tears. I held him close. Our lips connected and fireworks exploded in my brain. We were together ever since.

So that's why I love you, Remus. That's why I love you.

Written by: Sirius Orion Black
For: Remus John Lupin