The Sickest Addictions

What's Done Is Done

Lucas's Pov:

My name is Lucas Xavier Black I live in the city of Jackson Ohio, in my 14 years I haven't had a vary good family life. My father was a vary abusive man, he would beat on my mother and I. My brother Jason was his favorite he taught him to be like him. When my mother left she didnt bring me or Ashley, she left us with our father to save herself. My brother would kick me around when father wasen't home and he would threaten to kill Ashley if I fought back so I took the blows and the beatings until that day when mother left us I snapped. While they were sleeping one night I went into my father's safe and took every knife and gun which was only a pistol and 3 pocket knifes.

I snuck into my father's room first and slit his throat. Blood gushed from his neck and onto the bed, although I hated my father it was hard for me to do. Next I had to go to Jason, he was worse than my father at times he would cut me,kick, punch, choke, everything. I still have scars all over my body from his attacks. When I got to his room something inside me made me stop, I wanted him to suffer to make him feel what I felt all these years.

I grabbed cloreform from the cabinet and a cloth went to Jay's room and put it over him. He woke up started to panic but soon his eyes closed and he stopped squirming. I grabbed a roll of duck tape to tape his arms and legs up and his mouth close. The truck had been running I grabbed all of mine and Ashley's things packed them into the truck and shoved Jason in the back. There is a cabin deep in the woods about 50 miles or more outside of the city.

No one lives out there and no one would ever find us, the forest was said to be cursed and anyone who dared to go in would go missing or be killed. That was just a myth but now it will be true. I laughed a the thought of this, I know its sick for me to think this way but at the moment I don't care. The only thing I care about is Ashley, she may be my sister but she's more of a daughter to me. I feed her, change her, everything a parent would do for their kid.

After about a hour of driving we finally made it. Ashley still asleep in her car seat and Jason still knocked out cold in the back. When. I got inside the scent of dust tickled my nose, didn't surprise me no one has been up here in years. The light switched still worked so at least there was electricity. The cabin had 3 rooms a basement, attic, decent sized living room and the kitchen. Quickly I cleaned up the biggest room, dusting and sweeping the floors so I could put Ashley there for now.

Travelling to the basement I found a freezer shelves with canned and boxed foods, a sink, washer ,dryer, and a big island in the middle. The island was made of the looks of things marble. "Perfect" I thought to myself this is where I could do what I had to. I cleaned it off found some rope and the hand cuffs that my uncle used to have when he was a officer. I ran outside it started to rain I brought Ashley inside and set her in the car seat on the bed and went outside dragged Jason down to the basement and tied him down to the table.

The crash of thunder caused Ashley to wake up her cries filled the house. She had to be calmed down and go back to sleep before I could do anything to Jason. I quickly made her a bottle and rocked her she reached up to grab the hair that was covering my eyes she played with it. She giggled when I grazed it over her face I smiled she deserves better than this. Finally she was asleep I laid her down in the play pen with a blanket and proceeded down to the basement.

Grabbing a cup of water I splashed it onto Jason's face he instantly woke up in a panic his eyes darting around the room taking in his surroundings until his eyes fell upon me. Anger and hatred shown in his face as he thrashed against the rope and handcuffs that kept him from going anywhere. "You, I'll fucking kill you. Just wait 'till dad gets here he'll kick your ass so hard you'll wish I had killed you." I laughed. He looked at me confused. "Father won't be coming for you. I killed him." His face showed pure horror when I said that like he knew what was coming to him.

I had a evilish smirk as I opened the cabinet where I kept everything I needed knives, gun, bullets, towels, cleaning products, everything. I grabbed the knife that my uncle had given me when I turned 12 it had a black handle with red inscription. Lucas xavier Black. I brushed my thumb over my name remembering my uncle Rick, he protected me from my father when my mother left right after she had Ashley. I get that its sick that I'm prepared and have everything set up the way I do but who gives a shit.

I walked back over to the island knife in hand ready to get my revenge.I slapped Jason as hard as I could he winced at the pain as the red hand print spread across his cheek. I punched him in the stomach and he thrashed trying to grab his stomach from the pain I chuckled and he spit in my face. "Fucker! I should have killed you a long time ago. You are a worthless waist of space you're the reason mom left us not dad. If she really cared about you she would have taken you and Ashley with her!"

His words hurt I felt a pain in my chest which only fuled my anger as a single tear ran down my cheek. I hit him again breaking his nose blood started gushing onto his shirt and dripped on the counter. I smirked he just spat at me I took the knife and put the blade against his throat. "If I were you I'd not do that again." I slid the blade down his chest the blood seeped through the cut dripping down his chest to the counter I licked the blood off the blade it tasted of iron.

"I love the taste of your suffering big brother. This is for everything you've ever done to me, you should have protected me but you of all people beat me and made me suffer all those years." The tears started pouring out of my eyes at this point remembering all the pain I went through.I felt something wash over me all I saw was red.

I grabbed him by his hair slammed his head against the counter then made slashes every which way on his body, the blood now was pouring out of him onto the floor covering my shirt and face. His screams stopped and he wasen't breathing but I couldnt stop I kept stabbing and slashing over and over until I threw the knife into the shelf. I dropped onto my knees and buried my head in my hands as I let out all the tears that have been built up over the years. "WHAT THE FUCK!!" I screamed out loud.

The blood was still dripping off the counter, and I'm not sure why but his blood tasted sweet. I grabbed a wine glass off the shelf and watched the red liquid drip into the glass slowly. When it was almost full I took a sip the blood ran down my throat and a smile broke across my lips I enjoyed the taste. After the cup was empty i cleaned off the floor taking Jason outside to bury him. I made a small grave stone with his name on it and a cross made of sticks and rope. I put a single white rose from the front yard on his grave before walking back inside to finish cleaning.

Walking upstairs Ashley started crying I rushed in to see her wiggling around. Her eyes reached mine and her crying stopped she smiled. I love her so much I would do anything to protect her. I picked her up and she grabbed onto my hair pulling on the black and pink locks that covered my left eye. She has thin dark brown almost black hair like mine but with bright emerald green eyes unlike my terquoize blue ones. She has my father's nose (which is like mine) and my mother's lips. I miss our mother but she is nothing to me now, she left and there is nothing I could do about it.
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Chapter 1 is done!! What do you guys think so far about Lucus? Do you think he will continue to kill or was his father and brother enough for him. And was Lucas's father and brother's murder justified or is he just plain crazy? Do comment and vote!

Ps. At the top is a picture of what i imagined what Lucas looks like. Bubble gum pink on top and Black undernieth.

-KMB >♡<