© 2013 - Chloe Grant (All Rights Reserved)
I'm still hurting after last night,
I still can't believe you did that to me.
My heart is still beating after last night,
It just won't keep calm and go easy.
I force myself to remember,
I force myself to think.
I try and write down what happened,
And hope it won't send me over the brink.
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So I arrived at your house,
As normal you invited me in.
We were sitting on your settee,
When it all started to begin.
You had your arm around me,
I felt protected by you dear.
But then you moved your hand to my chest,
And my eyes widened in fear.
I didn't want to cause a scene,
I didn't want to disturb the movie.
So I slowly moved away from your grasp,
Silently moving down the settee.
Then you started to kiss me,
Softly, like normal, at first.
But then you wouldn't stop,
I thought my lungs were going to burst.
I pushed you off,
And awkwardly moved away.
You looked me in the eye and said,
"What's wrong with you today?"
But there was nothing wrong with ME,
It was all HIM, I swear.
But I guess you wouldn't listen if I said that,
Anyway, I wouldn't dare.
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I grip my bed as the tears start to fall,
I thought that much was bad.
It was going to get so much worse,
I wish I had ran, I really wish I had.
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I felt sorry for hurting you,
So moved back to your lap.
I kissed you like I meant it,
But I was really having an attack.
I'd always said I wasn't that type of girl,
So why would you touch me like that?
Why would you disrespect me?
My foot tapped anxiously on the mat.
You seemed to be angry,
You weren't talking straight to my face.
It felt horrible.
I felt out of place.
Then you walked away upstairs,
Said you needed to get something.
