She Still Needs Love

She Grew Up So Fast

Many years ago a girl was born April 12th, she was 6 lbs.' 14oz. She had looked so peaceful and pleasant as she landed in her mother's arms. There her farther stood looking down at her little body, he knew that was his little angel. Days, weeks, years went by and that little girl grew up. Her mom took very good care of her little princess. The girl started school and was the tallest in her pre k class. She had no friends in the beginning but then grew a friend weeks later. A year later she started to kindergarten but headed into 1st grade because she was so advance than the other kids.

The little girl's mother started dating a nice man who soon turned evil in the blink of an eye. The little girl never witnessed the abuse the man done to her mom, but she would catch he mommy crying in her hands and trying to keep up a smile to show her little princess she was ok. Months went by and the little girl was enjoying the not so nice man.

One day the apple to her mother's eye was lying in bed and watching a movie. The evil man walked in the room and told the girl in was time for a bath. The girl asked for a few more minutes to finishing watching the movie. He gave her those few more minutes and the girl got undressed and the man told her to go get something in the closet, suddenly he struck her with a belt, the little princess then started to plea for him to stop. He pushed her into the bathroom and turned on the hot boiling water in the bath, the water burned her tiny body. He stared to beat her in the shower repeatedly she screamed in agony trying to shield herself but she couldn't. He told her to get out the shower and she did as told. He gave the clothing to her and he told her if she ever told her mom he would kill her and her mommy.

Many weeks and months went by and he kept on abusing the girl and her mother. He busted her lip, slammed a chair on her tiny toes, even his friends lied on the little girl and she was punished. She begged for her mom not to take her over to that man's house, her mom asked why, but the girl would always remember what the man said. One day the little bruised princess was in the man's spare room the man had a son that was really never home, but he snuck into the room and laded next to the girl and got on top of the weak soul and kissed her all over, she went along with it scared that he would hit her like his dad does. The boy never touched the girl after that.

The mother started to leave the man alone and one day she went over to his house to get her stuff, and he locked the mom in his room and stared to beat her. The princess heard her mother's screams and started to cry. The man's mother was home and unlocked his door, the man dragged her mom out the door and slammed her against the wall. The scared and crying girl screamed for her mommy. She was fighting back the man.

Her mother finally got away and picked up her baby girl and left that man's house. As her mom drove away the little girl asked her mommy if she was ok, and her mom just smiled weakly at her and nodded yes. Then from then on the princess was never the same. She knew from then on she wasn't a princess anymore. Her mom and she moved to Maine, she was a nice girl and loved her new town.

To be honest she don't really remember what happened in her childhood, all she remember is when she was bullied for being taller than all the other 3rd graders. It sucked as she started to get older, she started to gain weight over the time being do to the lack of contact with other kids and how scary the outside world is to children, she turned to food and videos to keep herself occupied. There were guys who liked her for her personality, and how smart she was. Her body started to develop and change, she was becoming a women and that freaked her out so often. She had to wear bras and she was terrified of the word "period". When she turned 12 a day after her birthday she got her period, she was so scared.

Her mind wonder for days trying to figure out how she was supposed to handle being a women at 12. She had to protect her mother and be a young lady at the same time. Over that year her mother started to date again, most of the guys she didn't care for, but only one had her heart. Ben, he treated the little girl like a princess is supposed to be treated. Her mom never found a guy like that ever again. Hessing just kept to herself, she stated to watch the scale, from 165 to 190. In a span of two weeks the weight started to pile up on her, each leg started to become heavy as a cinder blocks. Tears turned into chips, and weight loss pills. She gave up after 200 lbs.