Its all just a blur the way it happened. One minute I was a happy child the next I was struggling to pull myself together.
I've had my heart broken by so many people, they all took a piece of me with them.
I'm afraid to love, I'm afraid to grow up, I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid to be
forgotten.
Yes, I have people around me, so called friends forgot about me in the summer and
do all these cool things without me.
I'm losing people. I hate losing people. I've dated so many guys and they all leave me.
They all make stupid excuses. They just want one thing and when they get it they leave you questioning yourself like you did something wrong.
My life, has been full of nothing but broken dreams and broken hearts.
I hate myself because people have placed things in my head that I began to believe.
Why do I even bother with trying to be accepted in this fucked up society? I'm always wanting to fix people because no one deserves to be sad.
I hate seeing people in pain but i never stop to just help myself because no one has ever stopped to help me get through shit.
I'm getting lost in this world. I don't know what love means anymore.
I don't know how to love.
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The Pretty Lies the Ugly Truth
Teen FictionEveryone has a story that they don't tell. They keep it locked away hoping no one will figure out how demented or damaged or mental they can be. No one likes the outsider. No one likes the truth. No one likes reality. This is a story about a girl t...
