Y/N's P.O.V
I tell get Jacob's mom and the nurses he's up. But, not moving as much as he should be. My mom took me home and my phone was actually blown up with notifications. All social media, it's never been like this before. My mom knows about my fan account, she likes that I'm expressing myself and meeting other girls that are interested in the same stuff as me.
Because, all my actual friends I see once in a while hate Jacob. And when I'm around them they always tend to bring him up in anything. Like they can be talking about pickles, and someone might say.... "Jacob's hair looks like a pickle!" It's that easy for them to change the subject to him!
And they make fun of me, all the time. I don't know why I even call them, "friends." They force me to do stuff I don't wanna do and they use me. (A/N true story for me....) I'm just scared, but on instagram talking to all these other girls. Is where I feel safe, and no one will judge me. Because, we all post the weird stuff and videos with us in them. We love to express ourselves and our love for Jacob.
Then we get serious, and emotional. What will happen to Jacob in 10 years, when we delete our accounts and move on in life? Those kinds questions haunt me. Because, there will be that on girl. That one lucky girl, out of millions. Who gets him. It won't be me, it won't be my neighbor. It's the one girl, you'd think who isn't that lucky. But ends up to be.
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middle school coming soon ugh.... here we go 7th grade.. let's goooo
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Depression
أدب الهواةHe's the one who always has a smile on his face, showing his fans he's cares alot about them. But behind all the fame, the one who has always kept YOU smiling... he can be the one to quit. Staying behind the cameras and fans are one thing. But the...
