Jacob's P.O.V
(2 weeks later)
Today, Y/N's mom and my mom are having us actually meet. Properly. I was kinda nervous because, now I can actually speak and respond to her. She's probably really excited, because I remember her saying she was like a big supporter. And she's been with me since the beginning.
So that was cool to hear. But, then on the other hand I wanted to impress her. I kinda liked there though. Which is weird because, we just met and all but... I just don't know.
I'm mind is all over the place right now. It's hard for me to stay on one topic, because soon I'd jump to another. And why would she love me, and stay with me... why I suffered with self harming.
(A/N 2 P.O.V's in one chapter whatttt)
Y/N's P.O.V
I stared into the mirror, staring at myself. An broken down girl no one knew about. I'd always look happy on the outside, but I'm slowly breaking down on the inside. But, I can't show that to Jacob today. I can't embarrass myself infront of him, while he was just in the hospital for swallowing pills. And I shouldn't be sharing my problems while he's having his own to deal with.
I've never told anyone about me getting bullied, for loving Jacob. And I've never been caught cutting while my mom is home. I usually do it at night, because my mom is a heavy sleeper. So, she won't hear my cries, and whimpers while I cut.
I try not to show it, but it gets worst and worst. But, hopefully it will get better like Jacob says to all his fans.
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