-Beep beep beep- Ugh that annoying noise. The sound that means its time to get dressed for school. I got up out of my bed. It's so hard to get up when you dont want to. I got up and tried to walk to the shower without falling asleep. Ah that nice warm water. The one that makes me not think of anything besides how warm the water is. I got out of the shower, aish it was cold. Where's my towel? Great. Now I have to leave my room naked.I walked out the door and back into my room, I'm now happy that my bathroom is connected to my room. I walked to my closet, no clothes, how is that possible? I walked to my dresser, no clothes in there either. My window was opened, when did i open the window? Oh right I sleep with my window open. I went to close the window when i heard a whistle. I looked straight and there he was, staring right at me, while I was nude. At first I forgot I was naked.
"Wow you've got a great body! But where's your towel? Are you a nudist?" Donghae yelled.
"Oh I uhm I just forgot my towel and I have no clothes... I think all of my clothes are in the laundry..."
"Do you need some clothes? Here!" The next thing I know he starts throwing clothes at me. He threw skinny jeans, a plain blue tee shirt and some boxers.
"Uhm thanks...you didnt have to." He really didn't have to. I don't need him to give me clothes, what if he thinks I'm needy.
"Whenever you need help, just remember that I'm right next to your house. And whenever you need pants, just tell me and I'll give you some!"
Wow he is very nice. It's cute. He's cute...
I waved to him and put the clothes on. How the hell does he expect me to put skinny jeans on? After much struggling I finally I got my legs in the holes. Jeez skinnies are so hard to put on. But my butt looks FANTASTIC! I went downstairs and saw a note on the fridge.
Dear Hyukjae, 2008/10/25
I'm sorry for not being here right now. Be back soon! Went out for a bit.
XOXO,
Sora
Looking at this note depresses me. It's date is 2008/10/25, today is 2013/11/13. She never came back. Eomma said that she probably listened to me and ran away with Siwon. My sister actually listening to me? Being with Siwon after asking her to be with him? Yeah right she wouldn't listen to me like that. Even though we are close, or we were close, sometimes she takes it really serious. I felt a familiar wetness on my face. My eyes felt watery and started to sting, it's already early in the morning and I'm crying. Why is this school year already bad? I've tried to keep a record of not crying. It's only been a month... But wait a minute... I never put this note back up.
"Miss me?"
That voice was so familiar. I turned and saw her. Sora. My Noona.
"Sora? Is that you? It's been 5 years! Where have you been?!" I ran to her, trying to hug her but she wasn't there.
What? What's going on? I know I saw her! She was there. Is she dead?! A ghost?! What do I do?!
I started screaming, crying, I wanted to punch the wall. She disappeared from my life and I didn't do anything to stop it.
"Are you okay?! Hyukkie! Hyukjae what's wrong?!" someone yelled to me. I heard the footsteps running towards me. I was on the ground in the middle of my kitchen crying, whining, screaming. I felt arms around me. Hugging me.
"Shh it's okay hyung, what's wrong? Shh shh it's okay"
The voice whispered that, it said it about twice. The person cradled me until I shushed. I turned and it was Donghae... Donghae saw me cry, scream, and be in so much pain. None of my friends has seen my tears. Donghae is someone I just met yesterday. Within just two days he became close friends with me, seen me naked, and now saw me cry in pain. No one I know has seen that from me. Not even Shin Dong.
