I Only Want You (Trey Songz abuse/Love story)

Baby bond

?-it's Jordan

N-hi....

J-hey I miss u a lot Nie

N-I don't have time to play these games with u Jordan it's never a day I can feel safe around one moment you wanna love me the next day you wanna beat my ass I'm so over your bullshit

J-it's not like that I want my family

N-no you don't how many times have I invited you to their appointments but you never come your just mad you can't control me anymore

J-I'm on my way there now Nie I'm trying

N-I don't know we'll talk there

J-okay I love u

N-dial tone

I got to the office and Jordan was up front so I met him he hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek . He held my hand and we went in to see the doctor they put the liquid on my belly like many times before they started acting out it made me and Jordan giggle.

J-they like me

N-nah they like the doctor

We both chuckled

D-um Ms.Perez you shouldn't be alone the babies can come out any day I would suppose Mr.Calloway be with you

N-uhhh

J-I have no problem

D-that's for you guys to figure out

He chuckled

We left the office

J-can we go somewhere and talk

N-There's a Denny's right up the corner

J-Ight lets go

He grabbed my hand

N-umm I have my own car

I said letting go of his hand

J-oh yeah I'm sorry

We went our seperate ways and pulled into the Denny's and we sat down and the waiter came over I'm one of the type of people who studies everyone she tall pretty and had on Retro 12s in red she was slightly self-conscious I could tell by the way she avoided Jordan who was staring at her like a piece of meat licking his lying lips we ordered and then we began to talk

N-I see dogs don't break old habits

J-what's that supposed to mean

N-oh nothing Shen

Mumbling dog in creole so he couldn't understand

J-I'm sorry and I miss you guys

N-was that before or after you decided to have another kid

J-you were like best friends with her

N-i don't even know how she ended up with you

J-look I'm really tryna change but your making hard as it is I wanna have a family and to make sure my kids know I'm they're dad man I love you to death I only hit you cause I was scared you were gonna leave and you did I spent nights crying and wishing you came home then I realized I had to change first before anything please I love you

N-Jordan I-

J-man I should've never came I knew you would never come back

He put his head down and I watched as his face turned red as his tears rolled down his face he covered his face in embarrassment

N-Jay I just can't right now I need to focus on me and my kids

J-you don't give a damn about me

N-No I just can't trust

J-I'm sorry

N-when will you ever notice that you were slowly killing me you killed my child the scars on the outside are nothing compared on my scars inside

J-I can only correct my mistakes if you give me a chance

N- I-

J-can I just be there until the kids are at least 3 months your gonna need help

I had a lot of thinking to do but I am gonna need help and I rather my kids have a father

N- okay bring your stuff over today you'll sleep in whitney's old room

He reached over and touched my hand

J- thank you

We finished our food said our goodbyes I walked to my car and just said to myself

N-I hope this doesn't come back to bite me in the ass

I sighed and drove to my house with him on my mind