Crazy Little Detail ( Hetalia: England x Reader, One-Shots )

Memories to Be Remembered | England x Reader

[3rd Person's P.O.V.]

You were walking down the corridor, admiring it's structure, the design, and the paintings that were hung on it. You walked to your old kindergarten classroom, the room where you met him..Arthur. As you peeked through the Window of the door, you saw an old drawing which was drawn but Arthur.

It was both of you holding hands.

You smiled as you remembered the old days... You remembered on how you would tease him, and he would get flustered and attempted to argue. You remembered the times he was an actual gentleman to you. You remembered the great moments both of you had when you only had each other's backs to protect one another.

You then proceeded to your old elementary classroom. Just like with the kindergarten, you peeked and saw the origami flowers he made for you.

"You look wonderful today." He'd always greet you in the morning with those very words. Those words made you feel flustered, and made you feel different things. Anger, Shyness, Happiness, and etc. You chuckled as you remembered that he would be flushed red after saying those words.

"Oh shut..I-I was dared to say this every morning!"

That's what he'd always say.

You knew he was lying. You knew he said those words in a genuine manner, like he meant it.

And those were the times you began having a crush on him. A tear rolled down your face, and you smiled and proceeded to the next room.

Highschool

As you were walking towards your room, you began to walk much more slower. Tears fell from your eyes like they were never going to stop. You bit your lip and took a deep breath before peeking in.

There wasn't anything he made that was memorable. But there were words that were spoken you remember very well.

"The times we were together, when we were there for each other made me realize the feelings I have for you. I love you."

Highschool was the time period where both of you hooked up. You cried as you said yes to him. You remembered the warm embrace he gave you every morning. You remembered how he tried to cook for you whenever you're feeling down just to feel better. You remembered how he would look up at the sky on a starry night with you, and look into your eyes like you mattered the most. You felt happy with him. You loved him.

You left the school and started making your way to somewhere....special. As you did, memories came flooding back to you. In college years, things started to become...bad.

Everyday, both of you would fight. Everyday, both of you would blame each other.
Everyday, both of you would despise each other.
Everyday, both of you would cry with each other.
Everyday, both of you would apologize and make up.

Repeat

And the day finally came. The day when both of you decided on a major decision. Both of you decided that it wasn't working, and that both of you should see other people. It pained your heart, and really, you didn't wanted to agree. But you thought that since he wanted it, since he was going to be happy with the decision, you needed to think rational.

"Whatever you want...I'll grant you every wish." These were the words you regretted to tell him. You thought it was all your fault, but Arthur would always hug you and say it's not, and that both of you just had moments.

You stared at the gate..and decided to proceed. Arthur was a good man. But he deserved someone better. But it didn't stop you from chasing after him. You broke up, you can't move on, you be with him, and you loved him. But you knew he wouldn't return those feelings back anymore...

You went closer to his grave and placed your hand on it.

He can't return those feelings anymore because he's no longer with you. He was no longer beside you. He was no longer there to make you happy.

"Hi Arthur. It's another wonderful day isn't it?" You spoke up. "Today, I went to visit our classrooms. We're so old now!" You cheerfully said.

"Heh, I'm stupid to do this. To talk to you like you'd actually listen to me. But, even if that's the case, I wouldn't let this chance fly. I already made that mistake, and I lost you. I wont do it again."

[Arthur's P.O.V.]

I hugged her as tears kept falling from her eyes. I didn't know she loved me this much...she even went all the trouble to visit me everyday. She's a woman to be admired. I left her because...I felt I wasn't enough. I felt as if she deserves someone better. It hurted...a lot. But it had to be done.

She looked up at the sky and smiled. I went closer to her and gave her a peck on her lips.

"I love you Arthur." She spoke.

I smiled and whispered to her ear.

"I love you too.."