After leaving the hospital I haven't eat, sleep or shower In a week. I've been crying none stop I feel weak, lost and along.
Day of the funeral
" Hey girl how are you doing " I take a deep breath " not good " hang in their we're here for you " I nodded she hugged me and walked into the church " hey jack hi Matt " we're sorry for your losses if we can do something let us know " I will thanks for being great friend to Brandon " they nodded and walked into the church I should go in. a few speeches later I want on and thank people for coming after I start talking to Natalie mom then a lady with glass and an red dress came "hello y/n " who are you " Jessica Hilder your assistance social work "WHAT! " I yelled "I'm sorry for your losses but
your mother haves strict contract
about this" she did " you will go with your grandmother on your mothers side or your father's" their dead " yes that why your going to a orphanage I will let you stay with ms. Johnson I pick you tomorrow" I sighed look at the ground "yes ma'am "
Later that night
"I can't believe your leaving this Is so not fair " Natalie said I nodded " I know but you get to let it go " she sighed " so what you want to do your least night here " I thought for a second she always wanted to paint each others nail " let do each other nail " her face lit as she turn around and grab a bucket of nails polish.
In the morning
" I still can't believe your going " I sighed not really know what to say we been friend sense kindergarten she the only girl to talk to me. " y/n ms. Hilder it here " coming mom " Natalie yelled as we walked down the stair " are you ready to go" ms. Hilder said " I don't have much if a choice did I" I said gave as much sass I could gave " WAIT " I heard Megan from behind me
" don't go" she said running to hug me " I don't have a choice " I whispered I could feel her crying " y/n please hurry " I rolled my eyes and stop hugging her and start walked toward the door " and thanks ms. Johnson for letting me stay here " she smiled " your like a daughter to me"
I could see ms. Hilder waving from me to come on I really hate her I walk to the car and I waved bye. The ride was silent she tried to make small talk but I tell her I don't like her and shut the fuck up OK maybe I didn't said shut the fuck up but you know " just follow me" she said as we get to the door the outside looked like. One of the orphanage it a horror movie and the inside looked worst I followed her up some stairs in to a room with cameras " hello miss rose this is y/n I talked to you on the phone about " she looked confused for a second " o yes y/n how are you " I shrugged " o I see not much of a talker it ok some parents don't like that" I can't think of being with some strangers I want my mom, my dad and my brother " well here's the clothes you need to wear and your room number is 12 B" I nodded " I will see you tomorrow" I walk down the hallway after a few doors I found my room it was only eight door down from the security room I walked in the room was cracked up and I swear I saw a rat run in a hole I put on she clothes she gave me " attention orphans lunch starts in 3 minutes every one must attend" I heard for god knows were I walked to the door and some girls walking so I followed them" will look here we have a new newbie" said two girls in a shirt's like my but blue " how did you know that " I asked " because newbie wear white then red then black " the other girl said " and least blue and that mean you have to do what we said " I laugh. " um no thank " next thing I know she punched " What's wrong with you " I yelled " don't say we didn't warn you " she said Filling her hair and walking off " hi need some help " a girl said with a red shirt " yeah thanks" "you can sit with us if you want and your probably wondering who those girls are " I nodded " the one that punched you is Katy and the other girl is Lara " attention orphans light out in 2 minutes GET MOVING " I heard I'm guessing got a speaker " so see you tomorrow and my name is Maire's and she tiara " o yeah in y/n, see you tomorrow " we walked to your rooms I lead on the bed looking out the window I seen a Bloomsbury in the distance and I fall a sleep with that.
Hi rose I hope you still read it. It not edit so there are type o. 💋💨💖
