I wake up today feeling like I want to be alone. Maybe it's where I just miss Oregon. I get dressed (outfit above) and I put on my ankle boots.
I am dropped off at school and I go straight to art class. Leah is sitting with another girl and Rachel. Lahote isn't here. Shocker.
Cleo said she has an appointment at the dentist today. So I am alone. Just like I wanted. I guess. I mean, I do wish Cleo was here.
Today in art, we are painting an abstract piece. Now, I will enjoy this. I enjoy painting. It was a trait, I guess, that was passed down from my mother. She does too.
I sit alone at lunch. Well, Leah and Rachel sit with me.
"Leah. I am thinking about ending things with Paul." Rachel says.
"Why?" Leah asks. Then she looks at me then back at Rachel.
"The... Feelings aren't there anymore. That and I am kind of engaged to someone else."
I did not see that coming. Rachel's cheating with Lahote, whose name I just learned was Paul.
"Wow." Leah says in disgust.
Rachel sighs and apologizes before leaving.
"That was awkward." I giggle.
"Agreed," Leah chuckles.
I go to my fifth class, chemistry. I turn my homework in and I take my seat alone at an empty table. Now, I really do miss Cleo.
The end of school rolls around quickly. I decide to walk alone to the cabin. Wicked town or not.
Half way through town, a brown and gray wolf departs the woods. This beast is the same size as a horse. It looks at me and growls. I gasp and I run the rest of the way home. Now I see what Cleo says this town is wicked.
I rush to my room. I am home alone. Crap. I run back downstairs, tripping over the bottom step in the process. I groan in annoyance and pain before pulling myself up. I lock my door and go to the kitchen. I make me a glass of hot chocolate and I eat a pre made chocolate muffin.
I hear howling. That may be the horse sized wolf I saw in town. Luckily, I was the only one who saw it. I look out the window, I see nothing but darkness. I switch the porch light on and I sit on the couch. I turn on Teen Wolf. Wow, really Maya?
It is kinda scary being in a cabin alone. Especially in a wooded area. I know there are horse sized wolves out there. That does not make things any better.
Mom is officially a nurse. She works later now. I am so proud of her. I just wish I had someone here with me at night. Especially with those beasts out there, prowling the woods.
I cook myself a cheese burger and some fries. I eat them with a Coca Cola to drink. I wash my dishes and I go to my room.
I change into some pajamas and cling into bed. I fall asleep thinking of that over sized wolf.
