Cold as my heart the air around me would give me the feeling of something going through my body every single blood cel would get closer and jump like two bunnies fighting for good or two dogs playing catch like two little kids jumping in a bed. Every bone in my body felt getting closer moving around like a roller coaster. My heart beats Sounded like thunder, the kind of thunder that would make you jump up form your deepest slumber.my eyes close as tight as you can hold you soul mates hands or as tight as a mother hold her child for the first time as tight as father hold his child and says goodbye. My hands grab the blanket pull it over my noise as I try to sleep the thunder so loud felt like a train passing through or as the train hunks for you to get out the way as loud you scream for him/her to not leave as loud as a kid cries as it's being pulled form his mother as loud your heart brakes when telling not to love. Looking out the window all I see is the dark dark night sky dark as the soul of a person who's been hurt many times as dark as the mind of a killer as dark as the thoughts of a maniac.
I hear something screaming my name I get up fast run down stairs. My mother on the floor the only person I have has fallen from the stairs I call 911 they come but she's blessing to much the blood runs down her head like a water fall or her tears while he walks away. It's 1:53 pm finally the doctor comes out saying that my mother is suffering form brain damage and needs to stay in the hospital for a month. I was devastated fell to my feet crying praying for her health. They say I have to stay in a foster home while my mother gets better, July 12 of 2016 I walk into a strangers home they house was beautiful it was amazing I open the door that sounds like cats nails running through a chuck bored. " hello honey my name a Abie and this is my husband john " well at least they seem nice I guess " my name is gabriela but you can call me gabi " I say they show me the house first they show me living room two sofas a big tv then they show me the dining room circle table with 5 chairs with a chandelier that was beautiful looked like snow coming down to your eyes while putting your tongue out to catch the snow but yet catch nothing. Then they show me up stairs to my room, there was only a bed a closet and a desk with a lap top
And a gift " go ahead open it " they say it was a rose gold iPhone SE. " wow thank you never thought I would ever have one " I say the day passes me setting up my phone. Time to eat I go down stairs and they heading out the door " we have something to do we left money in the counter so you can order a pizza " they say , I order a pizza when done eating I clean up my mess and take a bath and head into my bed oh my lord they bed feels a like cloud. I am supposed to be happy or enjoying this but I'm not all I can think about is my mother and how she must be I need to go to her tomorrow I am going to need to buy some flowers to put some color in her room, as I think about all I want to give to my mother I fall asleep praying to god for her to be okay. My eyes close.
To be continued......
