We all have a story this is mines.....

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Moms pov
The next morning I wake up.Today is my doctors appointment.I get ready and go with my mom.She didn't even look at me.I fucked up bad.We get to the doctors and I'm nervous."Sanchez family"Thats us we get up and go with the lady she takes us to a white room.I sit on the table bed and wait.

"Hello ladies I'm doctor Anna and I'll be here to see hows the baby now where the lucky new to be mom"a white lady says looking at her clipboard.

"I'm right here"I say.

She looks up and smiles, but I could see  her eyes filled with sadness and understanding."Okay let's get started."

We talks for a while and my mom finally speaks up after being quite the whole appointment.

"C-can she get an abortion."

The lady looks at me and ask,"Do you want one sweetie."

I think for a while.Im not ready for a baby I nod my head.Anna takes a deep breath and smiles,"Okay come in next  week for a check up."

When we leave my mom grabs my hand and squeezes it"You made the right choice your not ready for a baby."

I smile and nod I'm glad this nightmare will be over soon.Once I got home I called  kevin and told him I was getting  an abortion he wasn't pleased but is okay with it.
Week later
I haven't heard from kevin it's like he disappeared.Turns out he's in jail.I called him and he tells me that everything is over.

I was heart broken I thought it was because I wasn't having the baby.  We're too young anyways.I couldn't take care of a baby I could barley take care of myself.

Today is my check up.My mom is not coming she has work.As I wait for the doctor to come I see other girls around my age pregnant. They call my name meaning it's my turn.

I get up and go follow a nurse to the room and wait for the doctor."Well hello Maria nice to see you again."

I smile at my doctor and say,"Nice to see you."

   "So let's get you an ultrasound" I look up at her confused.Ultrasound why would I need one of those.

"I thought I was getting an abortion."

My doctor nods and says,"Well I wanna show you something maybe you'll change your mind."

I'm not gonna change my mind I don't want this baby.She takes me to this room.I lay down and lift up my shirt.She brings this blue stuff and rubs it on my stomach.

Then she grabs this thing and presses it on my stomach.The blue gel stuff was cold "Maria" the doctor calls I look up at her and she turns and looks up at something.

I turn my head to the side and see she's staring at a screen. I look closely at the screen and gasp.My baby.....  It's not fully developed I can tell, but still it's an amazing sight to see.

"Thats the head and right there will be the hands and feet."the doctor points at the screen explaining every feature.

I smile and then the doctor looks at me."The baby can feel pain."I look at her confused it isn't fully developed how can it feel pain.

"But it isn't even developed."

"Yes, but the baby feels pain not many people know this but when you get an abortion the baby feels that pain."

I nod my head and she continues"I know you want an abortion but, I'm just saying the baby feels pain your it's mommy I know your young and want to get rid of the baby but have you ever thought the pain you'll be putting the baby through you don't have to get a abortion there are other options like adoption."

She looks at me in the eyes and smile then says,"Or you could keep the baby."

I look at her and shake my head with a frown on my face."I can't have it."

 "Yes you can you just won't don't you feel that special bond this baby is apart of you the baby is growing inside you that bond you have to feel it."

A tear rolls down my cheek."Why are you telling me this why? This makes no sense your not suppose to make me feel bad"

The doctor gives me a sad smile"Don't want you to miss out on this wonderful child's life."
With that she leaves the office but before leaving she says something "If you really want that abortion come tomorrow morning."

I wasn't coming back for that abortion I knew already....

I leave the doctors office later on my way home I cry and cry.What she said hit me hard I put my hand on my stomach and smile through my tears."I'll protect you."