What Have I Done {An Aphmau FanFiction}

Chapter 1

A.N So I'm Back After Two Years Of Doing Absolutely Nothing With Any Of My Stories! bUT After reading through the comments of my last book and reading it, I have decided to give the people (Who wanted a second book) A SEQUEL! A SEQUEL WITH NO FOLLOW ON APHMAUS SERIES AT ALL WHICH WILL PROBABLY SCREW ME OVER!     But Please, Enjoy.      Also, I Wanna Give Credits Out To The Wonderful Lemon Who Gave Me The Title Name, So Go Follow ReversedAstraphobia And thank You For The Title Suggestion From Over 2 Years Agoooo)

-6 Weeks Ago-

Aphmau Pov:

~"I now pronounce you. Husband and Wife, you may now kiss the bride" Zane had said. I was waiting for this day for years. I was so excited to be with The Man I Loved Forever. We had planned On Getting Married For Years, and I Couldn't wait To Finally be married. Dante Had Lifted up my Veil and we kissed, Everyone clapped but not Garroth. He wasn't there, he Was never gonna be near us again. He Killed Laurance. It was all his fault~

Garroth Pov:

"AHHHHH" I heard a loud screech and Ran upstairs to The Room To See Aph Curled up in the sheets Crying, and Shaking.
"Love What's Wrong" I sat on the bed beside her trying to get her to calm down.
"Me and Dante...,We Got Married! And You Killed Laurance." She said spacing out everyone word with a long Gap.
I looked at her in complete and utter shock but then quickly went to comfort her... "Shhh Its Okay" I Said As I Slowly Tried To Hug Aph. Yet She Pushed Me away, forcefully..I looked down at Celeste on the end of the bed and even she looked shocked from Aphmaus current action.. I was shocked but I just backed away, giving her the space she obviously wanted and needed..

"You Monster" She Kept Repeating That Sentence Over and Over Again. Each Time It Was Said It Hurt More And More as if it was true..But I didn't know if it was. I Slowly Left The Room Closing the Door and walking Downstairs. Letting her keep repeating that sentence...She was screaming it...she was crying..Why was she so convinced it was true...And if it was why did she care so much..

"I NEVER WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN" I heard her Yell, into something that must have been her phone..She must have called Katelyn or Kawaii~Chan. I Sat On at the bottom Stairs,hearing her open and slam drawers closed, she must be packing..But I sat their with My Head in My Hands Crying...why am I crying? Why is she leaving?

Am I really a monster? Or was it just A Dream.......

-Now- Feb 14 2018 (In the last novel, this dream was placed 3 years ahead. So its around now)

Garroths POV:

I lay here awake, on the kitchen floor. Surrounded by the only thing thats helping me forget what had happened over a month ago...Or atleast thats when I think it happened. The bottle of alcohol lay around me empty, the last paycheck from work I had gotten still sitting on the counter. I haven't cashed it in yet...maybe today's the day I can go out, for something besides alcohol..But I have run out of it...All the bottles are empty//

I slowly sit up, holding onto the counter so I don't fall backwards... I reach towards my cell phone....54 missed calls, 112 unread text messages...32 missed facetimes.. Mostly from my brothers...Travis....Aaron...My Mum and Dad... But none from Aphmau...Dante...Or Laurance.. M-maybe he is dead...L-Laurance that is...I could hav-no...I didn't...I cannot seem to recall it...but at this point I cannot recall anything but bottles, and bottles of a variety of different kinds of alcohol being purchased, and being drunk on this kitchen floor.... I stand up and look at myself...I look down at the clothes i'm wearing, they used to be such a vibrant blue...but now they seem to look almost black... I wonder the last time I've changed them... My hair... i-it feels so greasy and tangled... my phone vibrates, startled from the feeling I drop it... someones calling. I look down and reach for the phone...It's Travis...I don't know whether or not to answer it so I let it ring....it keeps ringing and I walk out of the kitchen.. I walk around what used to be mine and Aphmaus house...but It is just mine now... I peek into the livingroom, hoping to see her sitting their on the couch with her book, but all I see is the musty couch, covered in dust from not being used...Heh.. you can still see Celestes doggy bed in the corner of the room if you look hard enough... I open one of the shades, the bright sun hitting my eyes..I wonder how long it's been since I've looked outside...It seems to be around noon if I am correct..I look around at what use to be the living room of which all of my friends gathered in during the holiday seasons..where we celebrated eachothers birthdays, tears start building up as I remember everything that had happened here..everyone who was apart of my life, who made a difference....my cellphone had finally stopped ringing...the ringing had gotten annoying..as if I had heard it a million times...which I am sure I have..Atleast I use to pick up when it rung...

"Finally..." Its the only word that escapes from my lips, before hearing a pounding at the door...And my cell starts ringing...Oh it hurts my ears..my eyes... I walk back into the kitchen and start to make my way to the fridge hoping there is something to eat...As I reach the fridge, the ringing stops and so does the banging...I pull a slice of pizza out of a box...I wonder when I ordered it..it looks, somewhat fresh..

I hear the doorknob turning...it doesn't open..I take a bite of my pizza as I hear a key chain full of keys jingle as one goes into the lock and the door opens... I step back into the darkness of the kitchen as I put my pizza slice onto the counter...Someone steps into the porch and closes the door, I can't make out who it is..

"Garroth...?" The strange, yet familiar voice says, as it makes its way closer to me, venturing into the darkness... I can't help but wonder who it is that steps into the darkness... "Garroth?" They say once again, getting closer and closer, feeling their way along the way for a light switch... The voice...it sounds too masculine to be a female... Suddenly the lights switch on...The previously mysterious figure now standing in the entrance of the kitchen looking around at the bottles, and then they make their way up to looking at me...

"Garroth..W-What happened?"