What Have I Done {An Aphmau FanFiction}

Chapter 4

Aphmaus POV:

I lay awake on my bed, remembering the past 6 weeks...remembering me escaping my marriage with a man who I can now say I do not love. a man who has caused me to stop feeling the love for myself that I should be feeling. That I feel now, as I lay awake on the bed that I now share with a better man. A man who I can say that I love because he makes me feel the worth Garroth never could. In all the hate and disappointment in our marriage, I had never been able to make myself happy. I only made him happy by covering up my life, and feelings with his. I remember the nights I woke up in the middle of the night, craving the kiss of someone else. The kiss of someone who would care. Someone who cares. Someone so who would care enough to give up their dreams for mine.

There was a knock at the door and I had sat up, tracing my fingers along the dark blue and red striped blanket on the bed. I stared at the ground as I spoke to whomever was at the door. "Come In." I heard the door slowly creak open, and a series of footsteps had made their way over to me just to see a pair of Blue Air Jordans come into view. Still looking down, I stood up and hugged the figure standing in front of me. I felt his arms wrap around me and his warmth invade my body. The embrace kept me safe, and I felt needed and wanted. I felt self-worth once again "Stop thinking about it" He had paused, I was unsure what would be said next. "Stop thinking about him" The voice said as I looked up. He looked back down at me and smiled. He placed a gentle kiss on my lips before picking me up and spinning me around. He sat on the bed after our moment of spins and giggles. I curled up on his lap and ran my fingers through is deep blue hair. He stared down at me obviously not very amused as I played with his hair. I looked up at him with a wanting in my eyes, a need. A Thirst. He saw this in my eyes and I'm sure that he knew what I wanted, because slowly, I felt his hands go up my waist and onto my face, while caressing my cheek he placed a rough kiss on my lips. We interlocked lips and the thirst I had had not only moments ago had turned into a crazy mix of Love and Lust. I ran my fingers through his hair as I felt his hands go down my back and to my waist, pulling me closer with each breath.

Dantes POV:

I walked through the halls of my house, staring at the ground hoping someone would knock on the door and ask me to hangout so I didnt have to be in this house any longer. The house seemed empty, but I knew there was someone here, there was a dog, and a girl..A girl who was broken and cracked, who tried to glue herself back together after she had fallen apart. I realized that no one would be coming to the door anytime soon and that it'd be best to go talk to her. I crept up the stairs trying not to make a sound. I stood at the entrance to our bedroom for a while before gaining the guts to actually reach for the doorknob. I placed my hand on it, worried about what I should say, I held the knob as I looked down at my Blue Air Jordans, they needed some cleaning. I looked back up at the door and I took deep breath. Hesitant, I knocked on the door, waiting for an answer before going into the room. She could be sleeping and I dont want to disturb her. I waited but there seemed to not be an answer, I turned and prepared to start walking away when I heard a very small voice from behind the other side of the door. "Come In" It replied, she sounded small and scared. I slowly opened the door, and crept inside the room, closing the door behind me ever so quietly. As the floor creaked from underneath my every move, I made my way over to the bed, where Aphmau stay there sitting ever so still, as if she were a doll with eyes that opened and closed.

I stood in front of Aphmau as she looked down at my shoes, she quickly stood up and had started hugging me for some reason. The hug was tight and I felt her bury her head into my chest. This was a hug of pain and sadness and I knew exactly what was wrong. I hugged her tight and kept her close, letting her know I was there. As we hugged I ran my fingers through her hair speaking softly. "Stop thinking about it" I had paused, realizing that she must have been missing what she had left enough to let it bother her. I mean, she left her husband and everything she had behind when she had woken up 6 weeks ago after a dream that had very much changed her life. I quickly shake my head, realizing she had looked up at me in confusion "Stop thinking about him" I had finished, and looked down at her smiling. I placed a gentle kiss on her lips and then out of nowhere, picked her up and started spinning her. She had erupt into an explosion of smiles and giggles and it was truly wonderful. I had placed her on the floor as I sat on the bed, and she quickly had jumped onto the bed and curled up on my lap like a small animal, like a cat, or a dog like Celeste would. I looked down at her smiling, until she had reached up and had started playing with my hair with a look of amusement on her face. My smile had quickly disappeared and had turned into a frown. I hated when she touched my hair, or when anyone touched my hair for a matter of fact. It was not very comforting. I looked down at her, she was looking up at me and I saw a look of desire and hunger in her eyes. I looked at her smiling a wide smile from ear to ear, I ran my hands up her waist, up onto her shoulders and then I placed them on he cheeks and caressed them, as I pulled her close and kissed her roughly. We moved in sync, our mouths interlocked, her fingers running through my hair. I moved my hands to her waist, pulling her closer with every breath we took in between kisses. As we kissed I knew that I never wanted this to end. I knew this was how I wanted to be. Forever.

A.N Im so so sorry I dont write kissing scenes and it was horrible I know @~@ But thanks for reading this chapter! Dont forget to vote, comment and share! (Also sorry this wasn't out sooner, my laptop deleted the chapter and then I had no motivation to write for awhile)