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Dear Alexis

I wrote this letter over over and over again. I don't know if you will ever read this, but if you do. There are two things. I found someone else and I want to let you know so a big weight of my shoulder would fall. Or I am dead.

This is not just a game or just a letter. This is the deepest thing I ever had in my life and ever felt in my heart. Something that let me sleepless at night, something that got me crazy at day.

It's a guy, someone that makes me feel like I'm in the clouds. Having wings I never had, even though I don't know how it actually feels but if this aren't wings than I don't know what it is. Or if this feeling can be greater than wings. That guy that got me wrapped around his finger the day that I met him. He doesn't even know.

He never saw me as a victim, he isn't a player but he is a thief that steals hearts. And again, without that he knows.

He got me crying, laughing when I don't even want to laugh. Happy and sad because I can't have him. I never wanted to let him know because I  don't want to lose him. I know I'm not the prettiest girl, or that I deserve him. I always knew that I won't fit in his world.

I always had that emptiness in my heart and I knew how to fill it. With him.

He knows my weakness, he knows who I am. He knows how to tease me and he knows how I like it. I always wanted to shout it from the rooftops, my feelings.

For him.

It eats me alive and god, I even love it.

And that him, is you.

I am in love with you Alexis Alejandro Sánchez Sánchez.

I love you.

I do.

With love,

Sophia Martinez (Crumpy bear)