My precious baby (bsdm,ON HOLD)

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Just as I thought everything was going well it took a turn down a dark road.

"Mum where are we going" I asked. "Home love" Anne said. "Home as in the auction house" I said having a panic attack. "No no no love your never going back to that awful place" Anne said. "Are you sure your not lying are you" I asked. "Yes love I promise I'm not lying to you" Anne said. All those memories boiled up into my mind of that awful house. "Because you gave me up when I was a little helpless baby I couldn't do anything about defending myself I had to grow up in that house and live my life getting beaten and spit on I hated it and I can't stand to look at you what ever you are I can't even call you my mother because I don't even know you like that" I said filled with anger. "Calm down h-" Louis said. "DONT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN I DONT KNOW YOU THAT WELL" I screamed Anne slammed on the breaks. I got out filled with anger. "H get back here" Louis said. "I'm not getting back in that car with that stranger" I said. "She's not a stranger she's your mum don't you see how sorry she is she regrets everything she ever did don't you think if she was your mother she would drop everything and come pick you up from the hospital and cry over how beautiful her new granddaughter is" Louis said. I turned around and got back into the car. "Mum can we talk" I asked. She nodded with tears in her eyes. "Why did you" I asked. "I was young and I was scared of the fact I'm a mother I gave you up knowing that one day we will meet again" she said. "I'm sorry I yelled at you" I said. "It's ok love" she said. I heard Louis get back in the car.

Once we got back to the house Diamond was waiting at the door. "Diamond calm down Alright come in doll this is diamond" I said. Diamond brushed up against dolls leg. "You are a cute dog aren't you" doll said. I took Zara upstairs leaving doll with diamond and Anne. "Don't worry Z daddy will be himself soon" I said. I put Zara in her crib and watched her sleep. She looks beautiful when she sleeps.

I walked back downstairs from putting Zara to sleep. Doll was playing with diamond. Just like old times but his brain is still messed up. "Doll do you want to go to the beach" I asked. "What's a beach" doll asked. "It's a sandy place with a lots of things to do" I said. Doll nodded and we left for the beach. "Can I ask you something" doll asked. I nodded. "What was I like before the crash" doll asked. Memories flooded in my mind of a sweet little doll faced flower crown wearing nail painting boy. "You were the most beautiful and sweetest boy I've ever seen and you loved making flower crowns and painting your nails" I said. "What's a flower crown" doll asked. "It's a crown made out of flowers it's in the name" I said. "Oh say could we make a flower crown sometime" doll asked. "Of course we can" I said. The smile that made me fall in love with him shot on his face. "You have the most beautiful smile" I said. Doll blushed.