Angels Love (sterek)

Just Talking

....so uhh here's the next chapter. THANKS GUYS FOR READING THIS FAR!!!
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Stiles Pov

Soon after, they all left one by one. At the very end, the only one left was Derek. We sat uncomfortably in my room as i listen to the silence that was just agonizing.

"Welcome back" The olderman said staring into my eyes and giving me a tight hug before jumping out into the night.
My heart ached at his choice of action. And me.. i wanted more of him. I wanted him to hold me longer... I took a deep breath and slowly i went to go close my window. I closed my eyes and decided to end the day as i laid on my bed and the night crepted closer. 

(I was searching up if i spelled the word 'Crept/Crepted' right and omg i find the definition just creepy T-T im in my room in the dark night... You guys should look up the definition)

The next morning i woke up to the chills of my room. For some god damn reason my window was opened.

"aw fucking hell did i forget to close it again" i grunted lowly

"Shucks Stiles i didnt know you were that forgetful" I sat up in bed to see scott sitting at my desk grinning

"I see, so your'e the motherfuker who decided to disturb my sleep. how dare you!!" I pointed accusingly.

"Stiles, Stiles... My little sleeping bambi, its two in the afternoon how long are you going to sleep?"

uh? Two? nah it cant be.. I looked over to the side where my clock was placed and yup.. it was two in the afternoon. Dayum... "Well bish i aint got jack to do today so might as well sleep." With that i grabbed the covers and tried to go back to sleep. which earned a chuckle from Scott which slowly went quiet. I felt something was wrong and i slowly pulled down my covers to see a face of sadness coming from the teen sitting across the room.

"Scott.. is something wrong?" I asked quietly knowing he can hear me

"Stiles.. Why.. why did you go off without telling us anything?"

There was a long silence between us which i knew i had to break. "I just had a serious family matter on my mothers side of the family and they needed me badly, and it was extreamly important that i had to go back home as quickly as possible" I smiled knowing that it was only half the truth.

"You didn't even tell us tho.."

"like i said it was extreamly important that i left that night. I couldn't ask for a meeting in the middle of the night could I" To which i gave a light chuckled. 

Truth be told i just didnt want to see you all before i left. I didnt want to see Derek as i departured back home not knowing if i was ever coming back. Not knowing if death was following the mission i had accepted. I didnt want to see the happiness of te pack knowing i left. Knowing the weak stiles was finally leaving.

"Yes, yes you could have. We would had made time for you" Scott said eagerly

"you would have made time?" I looked at him in disbelief "Like how you made time that day before i left? like how you so quickly turned me away from the hale's pack when i appeared? Telling me everyone was busy with something important and making me feel like i was of no use. Like how you made time for me when i needed my bestfriend the most when i was breaking inside after the nogistune? Scott.. when have you made the time for me? When have you made time to ask.. If i was okay..."

"...Stiles .. Im so sorry.. I-It was all so busy.. And that day that that i turned you away was because he were making a decision of keeping you in the p-" Scott bursted out before slapping his hand over his mouth

"Keep me in the what?"

"Stile-"

"Keep me in that what Scott?"

"Stiles I didn't-"

"TELL ME!" I angrily interupted and was answered with a silence to which he finally decided to break the silence with the answer I already knew of

"Keep you in the pack.."

"So basically.. you were all just going to throw me away like the trash I was" I weakly smiled

"No! We only said that temporaily because it got really dangerous and that with the way things were going and with allison dying before to which she was lucky to come back alive We-""

"Scott.. Just leave hm? Dont worry.. I wont make you guys worry about me anymore.."

"But stiles-"

I just gave a deep sigh and smiled "Scott! Im Fine. I know you dont want me getting hurt, Im okay! Just leave"

With that Scott knew he couldnt do anything to convince me and he himself decided to leave.

"For godsake use the door! One day you're all gonna get hurt from always doing this" I groan as he jumped out the window

I took a deep breath and decided to get out of bed. With that I took a shower then walked out for a walk. Along the way i saw Allison and Lydia acting strange. They spotted me and gave me a smile to which iIiknew something was wrong. Suddenly they started walking towards me as fast as they could and before I knew it I had blacked out.

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So i actually decided to edit the whole thing because i didnt really like it lol. So i will be editing all the chapters and changing a lot of things around. Drake will now be named Daniel lol. Also some chapters wont be changed and some well.. will be greatly changed like this one lol. I had to reread all the chapters i written and make do of what i remeber lol. So uh beware!! thy Changes!!