Broken chapter 3

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Heyy guys. okay so btw dany's pov is only going to show up a little bit. and i am sorry i have been taking so long to update! i have had a crud tone of homework,volleyball,basketball,singing,and theater. Plus i have a social life.....well maybe not. anyways i will try to update more often.

Dany's POV

I can't believe she fucking cheated on me. And ecspecially with an asshole like Harry. We have been through so much together, all of it being amazing.

Except what happened a few months ago, my subconscious adds. My face was flushed with the anger I was feeling right now.

I was so pissed off that I wasn't thinking and punched the wall to my left.

That freaking hurt like hell. But not as much as my heart hurts. It literally felt like it had been ripped right out of my chest. 

You don't even know if she did cheat on you or not, I thought .That's right, I dont. But why would he call her Sky? Which happens to be MY nickname for Skylar.

And why didn't he know he know that I'm her boyfriend. That is a pretty important detail of Skylar's life might I say.


God, I need a drink. All I wanted to do was make the thoughts of her possibly cheating on me go away. Drinking would do that for me.

The bar smelt strongly of alchohol and smoke.There were people everwhere, completely hammered. I took a seat on the small stool and waited for the bartender to notice me.

"One shot of your strongest vodka,"I said slowly. I swear I'm going to regret doing this but I honestly don't give two shits right now.

The bartender slid the shot over to me, almost sliding it off the bar. I reached for the glass, cautiously bringing it to my lips.

I haven't had anything to drink after.... what happened. My throat burned like hell as the strong liquid ran down it. I honestly don't know how burning your throat is so addictive, but it just is.

Skylar wouldnt want you doing this, my subconscious remimds me. But she may or not have cheated on me ,so I deserve to have a few drinks...right? A few drinks wouldn't hurt me, it is only a few.

I grabbed the next shot, tilting my head back and letting the liquid burn my throat yet again. My head was already starting to feel dizzy from the lack of drinking for a while.

I ordered two more and promised myself that was all I would get.

After a while,I eventually ordered more than I could count. I felt guilt after every shot I drank, but I just kept getting more to try and numb away the feeling.

My head was completely fuzzy by now,but I didn't care.

Skylar Skylar Skylar. I still couldnt stop thinking about her, so I got another shot. The clear fluid dribbled down my throat, but I didn't feel that burning sensation anymore, I had already had to many to feel it.

I let out a long sigh, laying my head onto the bar. I can't do this. I can't drink anymore.

I stood up slowy, my knees wobbling. I fell back onto the stool... well I am really hammered. I tried standing up again, successfully this time.

I strode to the door with my head hung low. Skylar would be sho ashamed of me right now. I miss her so much already. All I want to do is hold her in my arms and..

Dammit stop dany. Stop it. Stop thinking about her.

But i couldn't.No matter how much i drank i couldn't stop thinking about her. Her smile. Her laugh. The tears were already flowing out of my eyes right now. I tried to stop,but I couldn't stop crying. I knew I would regret this. And then it all started.

Stop it. Stop crying.  Stop. Dany stop.

It was endless. Endless tears. Endless screaming. Endless hurting. My hand came up to my head and I slapped it as hard as I could. I slapped it repeatedly.

"Stop it!" I screamed, "Stop Dany! Stop!" The words were coming out of my mouth, but I could only hear Skylar's voice. Those were the exact words she said to me a few months ago. 

"Shut up Skylar! Cant you see I am trying to!" I screamed as if she were there. I was going insane. I took my hand and slapped my self on the face over and over.

"Dany stop doing this to yourself!" I yelled, but those were Skylar's words, not mine. I Couldnt stop. I couldn't. It was all happening again.

"Stop Dany!" she yelled.

"Shut up Skylar!" I screamed. Litteraly screamed. I flung my hand up and slapped her in the face just like before. Only she wasn't there.

I was going mental. Every moment from before was happening again.

And then everything went black. And then Everything was slient. And then her voice was gone. And then I was gone.

Sorry This is Short. but i felt it was really important and didnt need much more added to it. please comment if you want danys pov to show up often. amd comment how much longer the chapters should be. And pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee voteeeeeeee!

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 11, 2014 ⏰

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