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Sunday Afternoons

I can't feel anything

I should be dancing

I should be singing

I should be talking

I should be walking

I should be laughing

But I feel numb

I feel so Fucking stupid

Like a car who can't sift gear

I can't feel Anything

I can't grasp an emotion long enough

I feel angry

I feel hurt I feel betrayed

but part of me wants to do something

I am like lazy!

I feel like I should get up

But I don't wanna

I don't feel like it but I do

I feel sad

I feel happy

I feel So fucking conflicted on everything

I can't decide On anything