BTSVelvet // Compilations

Wenga // Their Story

Min Yoongi, he's never been the one to express how he felt. He's never been good at it. But that doesn't mean he didn't feel much, on the contrast he felt so much. He's always been good at keeping everything to himself, keeping every feeling bottled up inside him, he's body has always been big enough for all that. He never showed any hint of emotion, it was scary. You never really know if he was fine or falling apart inside.

Son Seungwan, she have always felt too much, from love to pain. She was caring, compassionate but also possessive. She was an open book, you knew exactly what she was feeling. She has never been the one to contain all these emotions. Maybe that's why she cries at the littlest things.

They were just two people in love. They completed each other, complimented each other. They provided what the other lacked. They were complete opposite of each other maybe that's why they were perfect for each other.

They were each other's true love but their timing always seemed to be off.

"Congratulations on your debut, BTS." He debut after years of being a trainee. He never even had a shot to tell her how he felt

"Congratulations on your debut, Red Velvet." She debut a year after. She saw him succeed, live out his dreams.

They saw each other during awards shows, events and they even had comeback the same time. No one noticed the lingering stares, the softer voice he used around her, the sincere smile she had whenever they talked. No one noticed they were in love.

He was living out his dream, he was happy. But he was still not satisfied. He was still in love with her but because of who he is now he's unable to love her. He was now someone the netizens controlled. He became a puppet that put on the same smile he saw on those who admired him.

She was happy for him, she was happy for herself. She made it, she did everything and succeed in becoming the person she always wanted to be. She just never thought how hard it be. Everyone watched her every move. Everyone criticised her every mistakes. It was like she was a prisoner and the whole world was her jail. There's only so much a person can take before they break. And she had enough, she broke.

The first time he cried after debut wasn't when they won their first award, it wasn't when they had their first concert. It was when he saw her breakdown.

She never really knew much about what the netizens said about her, she wasn't allowed to see them, her members protected her from it. But they couldn't protect her forever.

"Omg she's fat!" "She's not even pretty," "Why is she even an idol? She's not good enough!"

There's only so much a person can take before they break. And she broke. He was there to witness his whole world falling apart.

She smiled so bright, laughed so hard, practiced harder, sang a little more, lost weight. She did everything she could to please every single netizen. She was crying out for help but no one can hear her. No one really cared enough to. That's why she learned to keep her feelings to herself. That's why she learned to be numb to everything.

When he saw her breakdown he couldn't help but cry. Watching his whole world crumble to pieces was something that just brought emotions out of him. But alas he couldn't do anything. He couldn't do anything but watch the person he love the most slip into self pity

She loves him and he loves her. That's what made it hard. That's what made living out their dreams hard

She learned to shut people out. He learned to let people see his emotions. He started writing his emotions down into his songs. Revealing himself more and more with every song. She kept out of public eye unless it was necessary. She didn't didn't go out because she was scared of others opinion of her.

His feelings took over. He poured himself into writing song, producing song, practicing his work. Most of it about his feelings, more than half were about her. Damn he still loves her. He was still crazy about her.

She was in distress. The girl who once felt too much felt nothing at all. She became numb to everything. Stopped caring about her well being and started caring way too much about what people said about her. She'll be so consumed with everyone's opinion she lost her own.

She lost her way, he found her stuck alone in the same place he was before he met her. She needed someone to show her how to feel again. He just needed her back.

Now that's where they stand, in front of all the lights, all the fans, all the critiques. Both unable to move, both afraid to move.

She needed him but she didn't know it. He knew she needed him but he didn't know how to be there for her.

Maybe someday they'll make it. Maybe someday they'll get to stand side by side, unafraid. Maybe someday they'll admit to themselves how much they need each other.

Maybe someday they'll be together, god know that's all they ever wanted.

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I moved this in here... Just thought I'd be organize and put all my drabbles/Short stories in one spot so yea :) if  you haven't read this here you go :) if you have well... idk  :P you can ignore it you can read it again up to you :)

-A