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Reality

"I'm so thankful that you're here..." He looked down before finishing his sentence. Somehow she knew exactly what he was going to say.

"But." She knew there was that, she knew a but was coming in that sentence.

"But.." He carefully chose his words. "I can't shake the feeling like I'm..." He looked her in the eye shrugging not knowing the right words to say

"Using me?" She finished for him. He let out a sigh and slowly nodded

"You don't think I like it when you're here?" She asked him, her delicate voice radiated peace and confusion at the same time. "You don't think I like it when you hug me or touch me or when you make love to me." She reached for him as she spoke. Her hand rested on his forearm. "You don't think that makes me feel good too?" She looked him straight in the eye.

He didn't know what to say. He was scared to talk, scared to know the truth. He can't deal with the truth, he doesn't know what to do with the truth.

"You know it doesn't end well for people like us." He managed to free himself from her hands. Sighing and taking a step back he fought the tears threatening to fall. "As much as I like this." He motioned between the two of them. "I just don't know anymore."

"Maybe I'm the one using you." Her words caused his eyes to instantly find hers. "And about this.." She motioned between them, the same way he did. "Being temporary.." She gave a sad smile before continuing. "Well what isn't?"

His heart skipped a beat. Her words were so true. They're here now, they're making each other feel so good. It shouldn't matter what else everyone says just as long as they're making each other feel good. That should be enough.

It is enough. He took the leap, he stepped back closer to her. Closing the gap between them. He captured her lips.

It didn't matter what everyone else said about them. They care about each other. It didn't matter if it was temporary. They're just fine with now.

The ringing of his phone brought them back to reality. He let it just keep ring, he didn't want to let this moment go. He didn't want to let her go.

But she pulled away, she bit her swollen lip and told him to take it. Reluctantly he shoved his hand in his pocket to take out his phone.

Not taking his eyes off of her, he brought the phone to his ear. "Yeah?"

"Where the hell are you?!? I can't cover for your ass anymore. The managers are looking for you!"

She heard the words his member told him. Then they're back to reality. The reality of their lives.

They're idols. They're among the most famous kpop groups. They don't have the time to be normal. They're put in pedestals and are expected to act a certain way. Getting involve with each other certainly isn't something that should happen.

But what can they do? They're utterly in love with one another.

Only problem is their reality doesn't and can't allow this love to flourish any further.

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That was really short but I just had that line (You don't think I like it when you hug me or touch me or when you make love to me.) in my head and had to write it out.

I did it without any specific names because I just feel like anyone could fit this. Just imagine whoever you'd like this couple to be. Or not since you know its really sad.