It's 3:43 am! I live in North east usa btw. Wanna know something about my life cause I need to rant.
So, I was born out of wedlock. My parents were never married and my father is currently married to another woman and they have two little girls. I live with my mom and my dad thinks I'm not in the state because that's what we told him and I don't want to tell him that I am here. If I do, I will have to go to his house and go back to staying there every other weekend and have to deal with my step witch. My step mom hates me. No like seriously hates me. When I was like 7 she told me I was fat and always calls me lazy when she thinks I'm asleep but I just have my eyes closed. I sleep on top bunk so she can't see me anyways. Whenever no one is paying attention she is just really freaking rude to me and when my dad is around she just smiles and pretends to be nice but when he isn't looking she shoots me nasty looks. My dad always sides with her and I really wish that I could go back in time when he wasn't married and when I would see him on weekends we would stay at my uncles house and he would be happy and actually hang out with me and be nice and she wasn't there. Well look at me now, I'm crying. I know people have it way worse than me and I try to keep positive but... sometimes I need to cry for a bit. Trust me, I feel bad for everyone else out there who has it worse but I don't try to make anyone else feel bad.
Thanks if you read! If you didn't then you should cause I spent some good ranting time one that!
Love you all! (The few people here)
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