I used to enjoy life
Every aspect if it
But now?
I can't stand it
I don't want to breath anymore
Cause each time I inhale
My mind reminds me that I'm just wasting air
I don't deserve to be happy
That's what people have told me
I tried not to believe them
But soon it became my truth
When I look in the mirror
I feel hate and disappointment
Because ill never be pretty enough
To get the guy i want
Ill never be skinny enough
To wear the clothes I want
Ill never succeed at anything
Because I'm a waste of space
That's what they tell me
I've come to the realisation
That everything. In my life
Revolves around what they say
Pathetic I know
It's what they told me
They think its funny
To point and laugh
Call me a fatty
Call me a fag
Am I that horrible?
Am I really that bad?
How will I know if I only know
What they've told me
I am the marinate
and they hold the strings
So when they tell me
To kill myself
I have no other choice
Cuz I only listen
to what they tell me
