I hate myself
I hate myself
Is all I seem to know how I say
I stopped trying to convince myself
I'm worth something
When it all sounded like a lie
From my mouth
I wake up all I can think about
Is how better off I am dead
But I have to hold on
For my friends and family
A shitty family at that
They love me right?
What does love even mean anymore?
It's said so much
It's become numb
Maybe if I say I hate myself
Or dig in another blade
Ill become numb too
