Accepted? (BxB)

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Hey you guys. I want to let you know that I have been working on the rewrite of this book, but a lot has been going on in my life recently. I was denied of going to online school, I've been getting death threats at school, and just a bunch of other stuff. I'm gonna take a minute to just rant so you can go ahead and click off now if you don't want to read this.

  When I wrote these books, I thought they'd be appreciated for creative writing and a unique idea, in a way. I had them go fast because I mean when two wolves get together it's literally straight to the fucking almost all the time. Reading the comments used to make me really happy, seeing the support I got and everything. But now all it does is make me feel ashamed and embarrassed of what I've done. I've been so stressed and anxious because of these books and I honestly just want to delete this account and start over. I just feel very unappreciated and I hope I don't hurt anyone's feelings. I wrote these books also hoping that maybe I'd make some friends. But that hasn't really happened. I've made maybe one or two, but that's really it.

  If I'm honest I'm a very lonely guy and that's why I wrote these books. They show two guys falling in love and enjoying each others company and I honestly feel like I'll never find love of any sort. I don't even feel like I have a future anymore haha. I live vicariously through my characters and it just hurts to see how much negative feedback I get. I envy the characters I created. Some of the things my characters have gone through, like self harming and being rejected for who they are, I've gone through. Obviously not in the completely same way, but the inspiration for it is from my own fucking life.

  I just want you all to know that if this book is deleted or unpublished, it will be brought back eventually. But also know that it will probably be brought down soon. I'm sorry.

- Kayden