Nobody can save me

Friends in my head

Ana and Mia are my friends. Ana is very helpful. She wants me to be like her. Thin and beautiful. She is stick thin and has middle length.brown hair. You can see her bones. Her spine, collarbones, hib bones, ribs and her legs. Her long legs are so thin they look like they're about to snap. I wish I looked like her.

Mia is also very beautiful. She has blonde, middle length hair thaf she likes to tie up. She argues with Ana alot but she also wants me to look like her. Mia can give mixed messages. Sometimes she tells to eat alot and binge because she doesn't want me to get as thin as her but other times she says she's sorry and tells me to get all my food up and purge.

Sue and Cat on the other hand want me to hurt myself. Sue reminds me of how worthless I am. She tells me that I should just kill myself. I agree with her.

Cat tells me that I should self harm. Mostly she tells me to cut myself. She says to me that if I hit a vein, I hit a vein. She tells me it's not her problem and that it's what I deserve.

Stuck in the middle of it all is Emily. That's me. I'm the worthless, fat, disgusting, ugly, excuse of a person and a daughter. I'm alone with the friends in my head. The problem I fail to see is they all want me dead.