Self-Harm Warning
"FUCK MARK WHY!??!!"
"WHY, WHY, WHY!!!??"
I cried out between my sobs as I held him in my arms.
Why would he do this.....
He's depressed dipshit, that's why.
"Stay with me baby. Please stay with me. Please." I quietly said as I tried to stop the bleeding.
~Flashback~
"Mark! Baby! I'm home" I shouted as I walked into the door of our shared house with groceries. I knew something was off as soon as I looked around.
The house was dark.
The TV was off, odd.
And I heard...music..playing from inside the bathroom.
"Mark?" I walked up to the door after I set the groceries on the kitchen table.
I knocked and when I got no response I turned the knob.
Locked.
That's weird...
"Mark!? Babe! Open the door!" I started to panic when I heard water running.
Shit...shitshitshitshit....
I quickly busted the door down and was horrified at what I saw.
Mark.
On the floor, unconscious.
With giant gashes in his wrists.
My hand went to my mouth but I quickly took it away and rushed to Marks aid.
"Mark!!" I knelt down beside him as I grabbed a rag, put water on it, turned off the sink, grabbed his wrist and held it to the cuts to try and make the bleeding stop.
~End Of Flashback~
And now here we are.Mark hasn't cut in over 3 fucking months. I helped him quit. So what would cause him to do this?
I finally noticed a blade from a pencil sharpener he must have tore up.
Desperate...
I could hear his heart beat and he was still breathing, so I didn't call 911.
For some stupid reason.
We layed there for almost and hour before Mark coughed and began to stir. I was half asleep and was jolted at the sound.
"M-mark!" I nearly shouted as he blinked slowly and looked around before noticing my teary face.
"J-jack?" He croaked out. Damn he sounded like a dying horse.
"Your alive! Thank God!" I cried. He tried to move his arm but hissed and looked down.
And back up at me with shame.
I patted him on the back, saying I am not gonna kill him or am mad.
"Why?" I asked slowly, he turned and looked at me.
"I don't know. I just got an urge, held back and just lost it." I nodded as I stood us up, he was still half-dead it seemed like so I had to support him as I cleaned the cuts and put huge Band-Aids and gauze on them.
"All better." I said as I looked him in the eye.
"Not really...."
"Shush."
"Wah?"
"We will talk about this later, you need rest and I have to put the groceries away. Which the cold food and drinks are probably fucked by now."
"I'm sorry."
"Mark. It's okay." I said as I led him to our room and made him lay down with some music on, calming music.
I was walking out when Mark stopped me.
"Jack, I love you." That made me get butterflies and smile.
"I love you too Mark."
Hopefully he will be okay...
Okay, sorry about slow updates. I'm trying. I really am but I am a freshman now and shit so my time is harder to manage. But here is this. Enjoy, smut will be next. Ttyl.
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Septiplier One-Shots (Smut And Fluff Mainly)
FanficA collection of one shots from my crazy head. I will put warnings at the beginning if needed.They will go from any range, examples: Smut Fluff Suicide Depression Murder Okay, ENJOY!