Does Love Really Exist

Chapter 19

Trinity's POV 

After running to the car with salty tears , I just don't know what to do i'm confused  at times .Most people just think i'm a stuck bitch i'm not i've built too many walls to just make them come crumbling down fuck no that's not happening, After almost raped by my step-father I dont think I can let anybody in .

"Hey!! Trinity!!" Ethan shouted jogging up to me ,he's so hot in what he's wearing fuck man 

Yeah Trinity that'll be yours if you just let go 

"Oh shut the fuck up" I cursed myself for thinking that but Ethan heard me 

"umm did I do something wrong " he stood over me like a freaking tower how the fuck is he this tall ughhh, I looked away for a bit until he lifted my chin so I was looking into his eyes 

"Look  i  know you've been through a lot I just wanna help"

"No! you don't, you dont know anything about me" I shouted at him pushing his hand away from my face ,I started walking to god knows where but I really don't give two shits right now . Ethan grabbed my hand aggressively turning me on my heels.

"Wha-!" I got  cut off by his lips attaching to mine, my eyelids got heavy instantly. He pulled away ,leaving me breathless but my eyes were still closed when he started talking.

"Look I know you aren't incapable of love  , you just need the right man that is capable of giving you that" He hugged me and kissed my forehead before turning me around to head back to the car.I got in the car without saying a word to him, I  still didn't understand why me i'm just all broken and thrown away.I started crying remember the words my step-father said to me that I was a useless piece of trash and I broke down right there in the car like a crazy person 

"Trinity are you ok" he asked sliding his fingers under my chin turning my head towards him , he looked at me before putting his forehead on mine

"i'm not perfect to be loved Ethan" I said braking the silence ,he wiped my tears gently

"You don't have to be perfect to be loved Trini" he said giving me small kisses all over face 

"But i'm all broken " I stopped him so he could look at me 

"I can fix that " this time he kissed me gently and i closed my eyes so the moment could last a little bit longer but too late he pulled away

"B-bu" He put his finger over my lip so I would be quiet 

"Shhh it maybe kinda corny but its like the faults in our stars" he said blushing like a little boy which was soo cute

I laughed but it kind came out like a sob "more like the faults in our scars" I said, kissing him he was surprised before he kissed . He pulled and brushed his hand across my cheek 

"Let's get you home" he turned to the ignition and started it and we were on our way home.

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Sorry i havent updated in a while, I 'll update later today 

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