A Crush That Became habit

chapter 1

I was sitting in my room. Like for past 6 or 7 months. After he stopped calling. Most part of my day began and ended with him. We were attached to the hip. You could basically find us everywhere together. I loved him. I really loved him and he left me for college? Because his studies were more important than me.
Was that even fair?

1 year and 9 months and he was gone. Puff like no part of him exists in this world. He want pick my calls nither does he replies my messages.
Is he angry? Coz he left me? But that's not my fault.

I found him in a social networking side "hi5". Like any romantic relationship our stared with a fight :)
He mistakely sent me a message which wasn't ment for me. At that moment my best friend silla was out of the town. It was for her that I had agreed to get a yahoo ID to be in touch with her. And not to mention a hi5 too but she was no where to be found.
She was out of reach for days. And I was waiting for her response. And thought it's her reply. So I took all my frustration out on him. But he said sorry it was a mistake. And that's how we started talking. It felt so right to be with him. He was funny and protective. He loved me of course. Or maybe not?

We talked for hours on phone. Sometimes even the whole day. His house was a little bit far form mine. So we didn't got much chance to met.
He was tall and skinny and a bit of dark skin.

My phone buzz pulling me out of my thoughts. It was silla.

"Hey" she called out.

"Yeah! Hi what's up" I said with a low voice.

"How are you? I haven't seen you around since forever. Can I come over I have something to tell you and I have brought a cheese cake and a 21 love ice cream. All ur favourite". She sounded really cheesy. She always reacts like that when she wants something to be done.

"What do you want?" I asked in a serious voice "if it's something related to me going out in a double date with you're Shitty boyfriend than i'm not coming". I added

"It's not a double date actually. We just have to go somewhere out. He has planned something for me. And he has called his best friend and I don't feel like going alone. But if I said no then it'll make kevin sad and I don't want that. Please dev I'll do anything for u anything please come with me on that surprise he planned. And yeah! If you didn't like it there then we'll come back. Please, please pretty, please". She started making strange voices. "Alright! alright! but if I didn't like in there then I'm not staying".

"Thank you dev. I love you". I smiled on her reply.
"Okey! So when is that surprise thing he planned for you?"

"Tonight" she paused " actually " half and hour from now. You better get dressed I'll be there in 5 mins"
"What?" I yelled but before I could say something she hanged up. And certainly I forgot about all my heart ache and started to panic for what to wear.

Silla's house was 5 blocks away from mine. Oh! She was back to town. She felt home sick and joined back to our school.