*freshman year*
*Cynthia POV*
Moving across the U.S.A. is hard! I mean packing, the four day drive. You can literally feel the energy drain from your body. Its very hard. I finally got my moms house after what seems like a million years and unload some of my things. I walk in and immediately am attacked by my mother. She grabs me and starts kissing my face and wont let me go.
"I MISSED YOU SO MUCH I'M SO GLAD YOUR FINALLY HERE!!"
(pretending I cant breathe)"I missed you too... but air.. I need... let go.."
She let me go and held my face in her hands and looked at me straight in the eye. "I hope you know your going to love it here!"
*time skip 2 hours later*
I finally got done unpacking. As I was putting my last band tee away she yelled "CYNTHIA, DINNNNNNERRR!" in kind of a singing voice that made me want to stab my eardrums out. I went to the kitchen and told her I wasn't hungry and she told me I had to at least try the steak. I ate a bite and my mouth filled with the juices and flavors of it. It made my stomach turn. In all honesty I was starving. But I couldn't eat, I went to my room and opened my notebook it had a list:
Cereal: 110 cal. Sandwich (no bread): 130 cal. Banana: 150
I add to the list 'Steak(one bite) : 20 cal.' I look up at the time and realize its 10:00 PM. Right on time. I get up and go to the bathroom, I put my hair up in a ponytail and look at myself. I take a deep breath and start what I do every night at 10:00 PM.
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The one I lost.
Roman d'amour*TRIGGER WARNING*(depression, eating disorders, description of scars and flashbacks) Cynthia Sparks had a best friend, Tim Green. Tim had liked Cynthia since they met, back in freshman year of high school. They went to the same school and instantly...
