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Chapter 9

Song: all of me by John Legend
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ıṃ ɞѧċҡ ṃʏ ʟȏṿєṡ! һєʏ! ṡȏяяʏ ғȏя ṭһє ʟѧṭє ȗƿԀѧṭє. ıṃ ṡȏ һѧƿƿʏ ṭһѧṭ ṃʏ ṡȏȗяıṅ ғѧṅғıċ ɢȏṭ 100+ ṿıєẇṡ! ı ɢȏṭ яєѧʟʟʏ є×ċıṭєԀ. ṭһѧṅҡṡ ṃʏ ʟıṭṭʟє ʟȏṿєṡ! ṭһє ṡȏṅɢ ѧɞȏṿє яєṃıṅԀṡ ṃє ȏғ һȏẇ ṡȏȗṡȗҡє ṭһıṅҡṡ ȏғ яıṅ. ı ṭһıṅҡ ıṭṡ ċȗṭє! һȏƿє ʏȏȗ ʟıҡє ṭһє ṅєẇ ċһѧƿṭєя!
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•.•.•.•Sousuke's Point Of View•.•.•.•
I breathed out a huff of my breath as it clouded up in front of my face like a small smoke cloud. It was below freezing outside and I'm the jackass who doesn't have any shoes on the cold pavement, a thin as fuck hospital gown, injuries spread and carrying an attractive guy. Aren't I smart? Yep I now. I'm a complete jackass. I adjusted how Rin was dangling in my arms as I supported his head with my elbow so he doesn't get neck pains. And to top it off, my car is in complete shreds. It's not fixable and I'm pretty sure we all know that cause I fucking flung through the windshield. Not ever gonna be fixed.

While I walked down the road with the male in my arms, I just continue to look at him. I've never seen someone look as exhausted as Rin looked right now. I felt bad. I hated seeing him like this because it just makes me want to punch a fucker in their thick skull. As I was thinking to myself, I felt something seek into my bare foot. "Ah fuck!" I hissed while stopping in my tracks and looking to my foot. Holy shit. I forgot, around the hospital is where all the fucking drug addicts hang around and do their doses. I hoped what I saw sticking in the bottom of my foot was a form of my imagination. And of course, I wasn't imagining it, at all. A disgusting syringe was slipped into the skin of the bottom of my foot. Holy shit and it hurt like a mother fucker. I sighed as I crouched down while setting Rin down in a spot, that I made sure it was clean of course. It was a clear patch of grass as I dropped my ass on the sidewalk while looking to my foot. Blood was dripping from the section were the needle of the syringe was fully pushed into my foot. I cringed as I yanked it out, then looking at it, it definitely wasn't clean. Crap. I looked back to my foot while throwing the syringe back into the street so some other little shit can feel the same pain I'm feeling now. I gripped my foot as I cleaned the section that was bleeding. This, This what you call bullshit. I lowered my head to the bottom of my nightgown while biting the end and yanking my head up, causing to rip a small strip from the gown. Thank god the god damn gown is easy to rip. I cautiously wrapped it tightly around my foot, making sure it covered the syringe mark. Why do I have to live through a living hell? I'm not sure. Probably because sooner or later Imma end up in hell. "Alright.." I mumbled as I turned back to Rin, seeing him cough and shifting to his side. I got to him quickly, placing my own ice cold palm to his forehead. His fever advanced. It felt like a small heater was pressed up against my skin. "Common.." I mumbled as I dug through a small bag that I hung over my shoulder. The female doctor gave it to me so I could hold onto Rin's medication. I looked at all of the labels, trying  to find the one that could lower his fever. But I'm clueless with medical shit and there's about 12 bottles of prescription medications for Rin and they all just make me cringe. The sound of the liquid and pills slamming against the sides of the bottle when you move it just a slight bit it makes me feel sick. As I finally find the right bottle of medication for him, I had to read the side to see how much pills I would have to give him. And I know, I probably look like a crazy fuck up because I have a bag of medication, I'm sitting on the side of the road with my foot bleeding into thin fabric while my boyfriend is sleeping right on the sidewalk, in a patch of grass. Damn, I am a fuck up.

I creased my brow in confusion. "Why do I have to give him the amount of pills according to weight.." I mumbled to myself while poring two pills into my hand. He was less then 190 pounds so I give him two. Easy enough. I shake Rin gently as his eyes open slowly with a hell of a lot of confusion. "Rin, we're almost home, I just need you to take these" I said softly while he sat up slowly. He didn't argue or anything, he just nodded while he took the pills from me and cringed while swallowing them both whole. I felt shivers go down my spine, just seeing two dry pills slipping down someone's throat was just. Blagh. He started coughing after swallowing them as I got to his side and rubbed his back gently, with a few pats along his back bone so he could calm his coughing tantrum. "Thanks" he mumbled as he rubbed his eyes, obviously tired. "No problem" I said as I stood up and got in front  of him. "No problem, now get some sleep Rin and we'll be there in no time." I assured him while he nodded and looked at me with a soft smile. "Do you have my masks?" He asked as I nodded and dug into the bag while fishing out the small fabric mask. Rin grinned as he pulled it on. "Thanks again" he rasped while I nodded "anything for you~" I said teasingly as he blushed and nodded. As I gave him a kiss on the cheek, his eyes widened in horror. "Rin?" I ask, sorta confused. Did he hurt himself. The fuck? "Move!" He yelped while lunging to my legs, causing me to fall backward and land on my shoulder that stung like hell as his mask flew to the sidewalk. "O-ow" I grunted while I slammed my hand to my shoulder to hold it, I looked to the left to see why the hell Rin shoved me. Then I saw it. Oh common, we can never get a break.