Love, lies and 3 YouTube stars

Chapter 3• Zoe

The car ride back home was silent, what had I done, I cheated on the most gorgeous, Loyal and kindest person. I cheated on the one I love most.
We got out the car and walked back into the house I told Mark I was going to take a bath and left him downstairs, I went up the stairs trying to hold back tears my eyes were blurry I hated myself. I carried on up the stairs until I got the highest level, and went into the bathroom and turned the tap on, I couldn't hold back my tears any longer I burst out crying. I'd messed up so bad l, Mark kissed me and I tried to push him away but i think he got wrong idea I didn't want to kiss him but held on to me. Tears were streaming down my face at this point, I just wanted Alfie, I wanted him here, I wanted to tell him.

I'd got out the bath and went downstairs, I needed to speak to Mark.
"Mark we need to talk" I said slowly
"Yeah I know, look what happend". I interrupted him, "what were you thinking Mark, I didn't want to kiss you and you wouldn't stop"  I said frustratedly
" but I, I thought you wanted to, I thought you wanted to kiss me" he said
" NO, I didn't want to kiss you, I have Alfie and your the most selfish person I know for not realising that" I said, and stormed off up the stairs.
"But Zoe I..." Mark said
I didn't care what Mark had to say, I was so done with him how could he think I wanted to kiss him. I slammed the door as I walked into my bedroom, I picked up my phone and rang Alfie's number, I had to tell him what happend....
He picked up but all I could hear was music he was having a great time, I couldn't spoil that, "hey gorgeous", I said holding back tears, "just wondering how your doing in New York?"
" it's great " he shouted
" good good", but I couldn't hold back my tears welling up in my eyes.
" what's wrong Zoe, are you crying?" He said worriedly.
I hung up on him and balled my eyes out I couldn't bare telling him what happend over the phone I'll just wait till he gets back...