Chapter 2
It had been a couple of months since I've heard anything from Tracy. She said she wasn't interested in men so I left it at that. Out of the blue she called me up wanting to talk. Well she was living with a guy but was kicking him out because he was abusing drugs. Tracy needed me to help her out. So I decided to move in with her. The house I've passed several times before it was made of stone and very beautiful was the one she was renting. I couldn't help it she was a weakness I couldn't control. She is beautiful and very smart so she can get anything she wants. I should of seen it. We planned to get married so we waited a month before intimacy to prove I did love her. For the first time in my life I wasn't sexually attracted to her but fell in love in a different way. It was very new to me but felt like fate. Every day we had fun together and she seemed to know how to make me happy in every way. Tracy has a nontransmitable disease called HAE and she taught me how to care for her. We flew to Dallas Texas to an HAE conference to learn more about medications she could be on and some parts just for the caregivers and how I should handle things. Tracy and I spent couple days there kinda like our prehoneymoon. When we got back it kinda seemed like I was helping Tracy get better at handling her condition and less on my conditions. As a doormat I just let things slide by. Tracy and I decided to have a yard sale to fund our trip to North Carolina to get married. When we finally got married it wasn't long before I was tired of people at our house that seemed like 24/7. We got into an argument and I decided to move out but we made up but decided to move somewhere cheaper so we wasn't struggling financially.
