After Tracy left me things haven't gotten easy what so ever. I'm still at this point hanging on to the fact that Tracy is the only woman I'll ever love. I always thought when you find the gift of the one true soulmate that hanging on to that soulmate would be easy but I was wrong. There is problems that comes with the gift when that gift is damaged. The short time with Tracy I thought saying and showing love was enough. I found out that the guy Tracy left me for was abusing her. To most I'm sure would laugh and say karma but we were still married and I was furious. After Tracy contacted me she seemed shocked I'd even speak to her. My love knows no bounds is all I know. I drove down to bring her home to me. My summer vacation with my daughter was a week away so I thought Tracy could go with us so we could catch up. Everything seemed OK between Tracy and me like nothing ever happened. I forgave her with open arms. We spent the week in Florida and I had the chance to spoil my wife and daughter. I took my daughter back to her mother's then returned to Florida to spend the last two days with Tracy. Kinda like a second honeymoon for us. Some things didn't change, the way I looked and felt towards Tracy. I caught myself looking at Tracy's face counting every pore, every expression, her beautiful lips and wondering how lucky I could be. When we returned to Alabama we decided to stay in a motel till court that Monday. Court to end the case on the theft of property. That Sunday I let Tracy borrow my car to visit her family. Letting her have her space I felt was healthy. When Monday morning arrived I had a strange feeling but I looked over it. Court was weird that day. Tracy's friend Stacy was coming to court for some reason. Stacy was running late but arrived to be by Tracy's side. I didn't think Stacy's son would be with her but he was. I was so upset with that situation. After all he abused my wife. Tracy was told by her lawyer that they were gonna throw me under the bus and tell the judge I pawned the tools. Which I did pawn most my stuff to help Tracy but it was my stuff. Tracy told me to go to that pawn shop for the pawn tickets as proof. So I left Tracy with Stacy to meet up later. It ended up being a trick. While I was busy getting the proof I needed Tracy cleaned her stuff out of the motel. I drove back to the motel not knowing what had happened. Walking in that somewhat empty room made my heart stop. I text Tracy for an explanation since she wasn't answering her cell with no answer. I didn't think I would ever make it after that. I could not believe my wife felt she was better off with David that beat her than her own husband.
