Don't Go

Chapter 3

Niall's POV
Fuck she is so hot. With her moans, her body, her kisses fuck. I feel so protective of her since I first saw her yesterday. Kinda hoping she can't smell the weed on my breath. I do drugs but currently I am not high at all. I want her but she'll think I'm some sexual predator which I'm not. I just want to fuck her. I'm a bad boy yes but I have feelings too ya know.

Bekka's POV
He tugged at my shirt and after a second I nodded and he took it off. I saw lust in his eyes. "Your so beautiful" he said rubbing his hands over my stomach and breasts. What am i doing!?! I motioned for him to take his shirt off too, I flung it off and stared at his sexy torso. I kissed his neck and left a hickey while he massaged my breasts. I feel so self conscious. I'm fat and ugly with horrible B cup boobs. He let out a moan and I grinned as I found his weak spot. This isn't my first time but it is a big deal if it happened again. I could feel the bulge in his pants growing and growing larger and harder. Makes me wetter. He started unbuttoning my jeans and I let him. Soon I was in nothing but my Bra and panties. He took his pants off and smashed his lips to my thighs which had self harm scars on them. He saw them but I don't think wanted to mention them at this time but he kissed them like they weren't out of the ordinary. I was throbbing. "God I want you" he breathed out and removed my panties and his boxers. He laid me on the bottom of the couch and propped himself on the couch so he could enter me. He looked at my vagina with lust and entered. He's so big. He slowly got harder and faster with the thrusts and if felt amazing. I clung to the top of the couch as he fucked me. He was so damn hot fucking hell. He leant down while thrusting and pulled my bra up with his teeth and sucked my nipples....

Afterwards he sat down and smiled. I smiled back. I can not believe Niall and I just had sex. I don't even know him!! "My parents will probably be home soon so you should go...." I said putting my clothes back on and he got up while huffing and got dressed. "What straight after we have sex you kick me out!?" He said angrily pinning me against a wall. "Don't really want my parents seeing this and honestly I don't know why I had sex with you! I don't even know you, your probably going to go brag to your friends and I'll seem like such a fat skank and whore! Just get out please" I replied with my temper rising. "DONT YOU DARE TELL ME WHAT TO DO" he responded which scared me. "You clearly aren't hearing me, GET OUT" and he punched the wall next to my head and stormed out. What have I done!?!? Such a mistake inviting him in.

Two days later

Niall and I haven't spoken but he watches me like a hawk and threatens anyone who talks to me which makes it impossible to have friends or try to get some. After school I went to leave and someone grabbed my arm and I turned to see it was Niall. "I'm taking you to dinner at 7, I'll pick you up". "What happened to asking someone if they first off wanted to?" "Wasn't up for debate. I'll pick you up at 7, be ready" and I pulled loose of his grip. I got home and Mum and dad won't be back till tomorrow night. Who the hell does he think he is just expecting me to go to dinner with him. Prick. Probably a joke anyway to see how pathetic and gullible I am. I saw it was 6:30 and still went up stairs to get ready in case. I chucked on black leggings, a red long top and chucked on some brown boots. I reapplied my makeup and straightened my hair. My red top is kinda low cut but oh well I feel like it being low cut right now. I went downstairs and have my kitty cat and big cuddle and sat with him on the couch for 10 minutes when there was a knock on the door.
I sighed, opened it and as expected, was Niall. He had a tight black shirt on with grey skinny jeans, so sexy. "Hey" he said and I replied "Hey". "So are you all ready?" He asked rattling his car keys. "You told me to be so yeh...I am". He nodded and I locked the front door as I left. I got in his white land Range Rover. "You look lovely" he said while driving "Thanks. You don't look too shabby yourself" and he smiled. "So where are we going?" I asked trying to break the uncomfortable silence. "You'll see soon enough won't you" he replied and I kinda decided to shut up as I took his response as a don't ask questions. "Look...the other day..I ugh saw your scars on your legs.." And my heart dropped below my stomach. "Oh" is all I could say. "Can I ask what they were from?" He said glancing at me briefly. "Used to have a pretty ferocious cat that's all" I said with a little chuckle to try and make it seem more convincing. He nodded his head but obviously not fully convinced. He parked the car and I saw we were outside an Italian restaurant. "You like Italian?" He asked and I hesitantly said "Yeh I guess it's alright" and as expected he got angry. "Well where else do you want to go then???????!!!" He kinda yelled. "Now where, Italian is great, really. Let's just go inside and get some food into us" trying to calm him down. He huffed but slowly calmed down and we entered and sat down at a booth, across from each other. I hate his mood swings. The waiter came over and he was staring at me for longer than a normal person and trying to flirt with me and I saw Niall's eyes change. "Look punk, don't stare at my girl again, just get us our bloody food will you and do your job or else I will beat you to death" and the waiter guy nodded and hurried off. "Niall you don't have to get so angry.." I said softly. "Well when he looks at what is mine like an absolute pedophile and doesn't do his job then I will get angry!! Don't question me again" he responded and I nodded and shrunk into my seat.

We spoke a little before our food came out and I shovelled it in my mouth, so hungry. Both of us were. I just got vegetarian pizza and he got a huge bowl of spaghetti with a small pizza lol. "I'm going to the bathroom, do not move from here" he said and got up. I browsed through my phone and he came back and ushered to leave. Cheeky bastard paid for it. On the drive home I asked "here is $25 to cover my dinner" and chucked it into the console. "No way, take it back now" he said and I replied "I can't expect you to pay for both of us Niall" "GET IT OUT AND PUT BACK IN YOUR BAG NOW" he roared which terrified me. I did as he said and shrinked into my seat. Before he could park the car and get out and I had unbuckled my belt and said "Thank you" and shut the car door behind me and quickly unlocked my front door and slammed it shut. Thank god I am out of that car. He didn't drive away for a few minutes then eventually did. I went upstairs and had a shower then laid on my bed with Dobby and Crookshanks. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. When i woke up it was 10 the next day and I groaned and went downstairs to see a note. "You were pretty knocked out darling so we didn't want to wake you, take the day off and rest up. love mum" and I smiled because I did not want to be near a certain someone. I just played the piano, walked the dog, watched tv and lazed around when i looked at a clock and saw it was 4. Why does the day go so quick. I heard a knock at the door and lazily got up and opened it. Before I could register Niall had barged right in. "Niall you can't just walk in here" I said a little annoyed. "You can't just avoid me!" He said frustrated. I closed the door only because I knew there was going to be yelling. "Ever since we fucked the other day you've been so different with me and avoiding me and trying to get away from me! WHY" he roared at the end. "BECAUSE IT WAS A MISTAKE. ON BOTH OF OUR PARTS NIALL! I JUMPED INTO YOUR PANTS THE SECOND DAY I KNEW YOU WHICH MAKES ME FEEL DIRTY AND LIKE A WHORE. YOU FUCKED THE WRONG GIRL NIALL. YOU WOULD FUCK THE SKINNY PRETTY STUNNING SEXY GIRLS AND IM NOT ONE OF THEM". "You had sex with me because you have feelings for me, like I have feelings for you. Bekka WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE SKINNY AND SEXY AND STUNNING!?" He screamed. "Well I don't have feelings for you Niall! It was a mistake, a big mistake. STAY AWAY FROM ME PLEASE" I yelled not meaning the last part. He looked so furious. "I can't do that" he said getting closer to me. "Go fuck some bimbo who is stick thin and beautiful" I replied getting upset. "YOU KNOW WHAT? FINE I WILL GO DO THAT" he yelled and slammed my front door after walking out. Ouch. That last comment hurt. A lot. I just sat on the floor for an hour and went upstairs to my bathroom. I looked in the mirror and cringed at what I can. I pulled out the razor an sliced my wrists. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10 and the cuts kept coming. I started feeling dizzy and feint from the deepness of the cuts. I fell to the floor and struggled to breathe. I heard Dobby barking as he sat in the door way and he looked scared. He was barking so much.

Niall's POV
Can't believe I said what I did. I didn't mean it but fucking hell she does have feelings for me and I know it! I went back to hers to apologise when I heard the dog barking like crazy and knocked on the door but nothing. I opened it thinking she was ignoring me. I raced up to where I could hear the dog and cursed loudly.