Saving You Dinah/You

Chapter 1

TRIGGER WARNING- Suicide

Dinah's P.O.V

I cant do it anymore. I just cant . Putting on this smile and acting like everythings ok when its not .I'm not ok and I've tried but its not working and i cant carry on anymore . So I'm doing it , I've made up my mind and I'm doing it tonight . I've wrote my letters, I've said my goodbyes so Its time to just do it . And I know its selfish but my family and my friends will get over me eventually and I'll soon be a long forgotten memory. And i know it will break the girls and the fans will never forgive me for making it fourth harmony but theyll get over it . And I know there was probably other solutions but I don't care anymore .

So i take one last look at the room I'd spent nights and nights crying in wishing i could just disappear, and i leave, closing the door carefully on the way out . I make my way past my siblings room whispering quiet apoligies of how I was sorry I wasnt a better sister and then I leave . Stepping into the cold november air i begin my walk to the bridge , it wasnt far from my house probably a 5 or 10 minute walk just long enough to text the girls my goodbye .

FinahDinah to ManiBear,Mila,Allysus and Ralph

FinahDinah: Im sorry girls i really am, i tried so hard to hide it but i cant do it anymore , please dont blame yourselfes nobody could of helped me , I love you all so much please dont give up fifth harmony . Mani keep on dancing , Ally keep being a little ball of sunshine ,Lauren dont stop being the sassy bish you are and Mila never stop being a banana loving cutie , i love you all so much .

I then turn my phone off as i approach the railings off the birdge not wanting to get distracted , not even for a second .

I looked down at the 200 feet drop into the dark abyss of water beneath me , feeling the adrenaline rushing through my veins . even if the drop didnt kill me instantlly i would surely drown before anyone could get me out . So before i could over think it any more i started to climb over the metal railings the only thing stopping me from ending my life . It was now or never , so I jumped , i was flying, finally free of every worry and feeling.........

When suddenly a hand was wrapped around my wrist and i was pulled back into the cruel reality of life

There it is guys my first chapter I hope you all enjoy it and I hope it isn't that bad , I'm not sure when I'll update next but it wont be too long . The song above it was what I was listening to while writing this .

Laters xx