Chapter 2

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Y/N P.O.V

Tonight was the night.The night I had been waiting for for weeks and weeks . Tonight was when I could finally end this shitty thing I am forced to call my life . I had planned today out to perfection and I was going to do it no matter what.

Right now I'm sitting in my apartment waiting for my best friend to leave , un-suprisingly I had tried to kill myself before and so my best friend stays with me on 'suicide watch' as I like to call it. As much as I love my best friend my plan was alot harder to fulfill with her hovering around 24/7.

"I'm only popping back to my apartment for some leftover clothes , are you sure you're gonna be alright while im gone" said my best friend as she hurried around my apartment grabbing her bag and keys ."You'll only be gone five minutes , thats hardly enough time to top myself isnt it" I said jokingly as she glared at me " Its not funny Y/N you dont know what it was like walking into the bathroom and seeing you lifeless on the floor" she spoke with tears in her eyes . You immediately got up and threw your arms around her neck ,muttering a quick apology .

"It's ok , but just please be safe while im gone ." I could only nod my head feeling the guilt already attacking me.

As soon as i heard the door slamming , i jumped up and ran to my room , searching through my piles of books and clutter to find my letter. It was a poorly written scribble on the back of an old receipt but it would have to do as i didnt have enought time to re-do it . I placed it on the middle of my bed and turned to leave my room , when my fifth harmony posters caught my eye . I sighed knowing i'd never get to meet my queens and how they woud be ashamed if they knew what i was about to do . I quickly shook it off, closed my bedroom and made my way over to the front door. Taking one last look around the place i call home i slammed the door shut and started to make my way to the bridge close to my house . Knowing i didnt have long , i started running desperate to get there before my best friend could notice my absence.

I slowed down as i got to my final destination, feeling a little scared. The guilt was over whelming , just immagining my best friend coming home to find that note and know that i broke her promise , was enough to make me want to turn around and go back . But I couldnt .I was finally going to end my suffering and nothing was gonna get in the way of that .

I was about to get on the railings when something not too far away caught my attention . It was a girl, standing on the edge of the bridge clearly about to do the same thing as me. I was slightly confused at what i was meant to do , but as she started leaning forward i began to sprint towards her . I could see her slowly start to fall and it thought id lost her ...

But i manged to grab her wrist .

Hey guys this is chapter 2,sorry this isn't that long I'll try and make the next update slightly longer and will be loads better . I will try post it sometime next week but it might take a little longer.

Any suggestions ??

Which Fifth Harmony ship is your favourite and which one is your least favourite ?

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